It's me! ~ =)

Exams

2009-08-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

Has been super busy recently. Just had my piano exam on National Day.
Next up is EXAMS! Must start studying!
After that it's HOLIDAY! Woohoo! I'm soo anticipating for it! =)

Break is here

2009-06-04T23:48:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will be the last day of exam and of course the last day of the term. So... after this is Happy Holidays! But its only 2 weeks not like secondary school,1 month. Better than nothing la. So after 10am, i'm free from school for 2 weeks. Must rest and relax.

Ok. I've gtg. Must sleep early for tomorrow's last paper.

Night peeps!

Tired

2009-05-24T21:37:00.007+08:00

OH MY GOD!!! Poly life is killing me! I just realised that i won't be having any break from quizzes and test all the way till term break which is after June 5. I had been having quizzes since last last week enduwhich is week 4 till now. FYI, tomorrow will be week 6 already. Means i have 2 weeks of quizzes already and have to endure another 2 more weeks before have a good good break.=) I'm sure going to relax and play as much as i can for the whole 2 weeks break. hehe. But still got homework=(

So, tomorrow i will be having my first term test and it's Communication Skills for Applied Science(CSAS). English is back to haunt me. Thursday, i'll be having Biochemistry quiz (which i don't even understand a single thing). Die already. And on week 7, i'll be having term test for the other subject which are HAP-Bio, PIPC- Chem and a lil physics, Organic Chemistry(OC), Maths and Statistic(M&S)-A.maths and finally Biochem respectively. Which means from 1-5 June is test all the way. Not fair can, i heard from Vanessa that she only have 3 test that week. Soooo unfair. I want to complain!!!

I suddenly don't know why i chose Biotech. Not because of the test, the workload and the unfairness. But i seriously don't know why. It's like me and science, no link. We just can't shake hands and be friends. Ok la. I can understand most of the subjects but still it sounds weird with Cherie and Science. I still prefer E.Maths and if i can, Music. But me and Engine school=DIE. I think i will only short circuit the lab and even worse burn it or get an elctric shock. Music, my mum say i can go anywhere to learn, no need to go NAFA.

Everytime when Monday comes, I will wish that Friday will arrive faster so that i can have a short little break and stay away from all those Sciece-y stuffs. But Sat and Sun, i'm stuck with it again because of homeworks and studying for quizzes. So my only break is friday night. But luckily, poly time pass very very fast. Or else my 3 years in poly will be a horrible one.

Good luck to me=)

Save me~

2009-05-17T01:17:00.005+08:00

School is getting busier as the day goes by, with more quizzes coming up,and sometimes POP quizzes, more homeworks. So stress. And a timetable which is soo long like working hours. Almost 9-5 or 6 everyday. Who say poly life very relax?!!! Bluff me only. Everyday is either rushing to do homwork, if not then study for quizzes, or printing notes for the next lectures. It's like a daily routine. Only can rest a little on fri and sat night. But not forgeting, i still have to parctice my piano and violin. So, equal to even lesser time to rest. I miss secondary school life.

I don't know if i regret taking Biotech.

Yesterday, I went for piano and guess what. My piano exam is on August 9, National Day. Public holiday also cannot rest. Haiz. I was soo shock when my teacher told me. I'm left with less than 3 months to practice everything and perfect it. There's 3 songs,many many scales,aural,sight reading. But very little time.

No time to think of other thing.

A9F1

2009-04-28T11:33:00.003+08:00

A9F1 Class Photo

Took this class photo yesterday while having a 2hours break because tutorial starts next week. Its a super long day yesterday from 9-almost 6. Tired tired.

But... Today i only have 1 hour tutorial. yay=) But its only for this week as lab starts next week. So all lab session cancelled today. Hehe.=)

Poly

2009-04-20T14:50:00.004+08:00

Yay! I'm done with today. First day in poly may seems scary but actually it's not at all. I only have a 2 hours tutorial today.

Early in the morning, on the way to meet Vanessa, Evon and Sharon, i saw Wei Ling. Walked to school together. After that, i went to AS general office to get my matric card and timetable. Then they say that for the first week, there is no tutorial and lab except for 1 tutorial which i have just attended. So cool~ So i went home until it's time to go school. And i've already made new friends. They are all very friendly=)

Tomorrow i'm going for field trip. =)=) Or else actually tomorrow no need to go school. Quite slack uh?

New experience

2009-04-19T12:56:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be the start of Poly life. But i don't feel excited at all. It feels so scary. Going to a new environment, meeting new faces, doing things differently. I didn't manage to go for the orientation camp due to work, so I don't know anyone. I haven't made any friends in my class. It just sounds so scary.

Busy

2009-03-26T22:11:00.005+08:00

This few days has been going out most of the time to settle some stuffs. If not, then i'll be at home to pack pack pack and do more packing. Everything is almost done, left a little more and i'm ready. Hah. After today, i'll be even more busy and more busy. So... i don't know when i'll be back to blog again.

Tomorrow, i'll be going back to school for the last practice before the Band Fiesta on Saturday. Hope things will go fine.

Anw, here to wish EVON YOUW JIA QI a HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY! Stay happy always! HAHA! Now you're as old as me already. =)

Whymustuthinkthisway.Ibelievethereissomerumoursgoingaround.I'mjustutterlydisappointed.

Need to save money

2009-03-09T03:04:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Si Kai's birthday. I reached there rather late because i was out with Hui Rong Sing Yee and Wei Ling. I spent nearly $30. Must start to save MONEY! Or else i'm going to be broke soon.

Anw, HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY TO SI KAI AND 15th BIRTHDAY TO SILVIA!

Trip to the library

2009-02-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

OK. Guess what! I think i've gone crazy staying at home all the time already. You know where i've been today?... ... ... The Tampines Regional Library! Cannot believe it right? Library would be the very very last place i would go in my list. So you can see how bored i am right now right? But after visiting the library today, i think library aren't a really bad place to go. Its quiet and peaceful. I don't mind going again. Heh. Went there to read up about some forensic science stuffs. Its soo cool. I've learnt something new today. I didn't waste my time today=)

I've got a cold today. Sore throat and flu bugs are making friends with me. And its soo embarrassing. Because the library is quite quiet and when i cough, i disturb the quietness in the library. Opps.

I think i'm trying to forget everything again.

Frustrated

2009-02-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very very frustrated now. Urghh!!! Because of some things and reasons. Haiz...

Today, i woke up in the late afternoon about 2? And time really flies. I just vacuum and mop then floor... And ta-da... Its 5.05 already. I can't believe i did that for almost 3 hours. But of course got stop a lil while for break. After that continue watching dramas. SO NO LIFE!

I also don't know why. Urghhhh. I just don't like!

17th birthday

2009-02-15T11:37:00.005+08:00

Celebrated my 17th birthday yesterday at Goldkist east coast resort. Thanks lots to those who came. And those messages.

The guys were playing card games and those who lost had to do pumpings. Some even do almost 200 at one go. Soo fit! While i was helping to set fire and stuffs. And blah blah blah. Don't want to elaborate further. I'll post up the pictures once i load them.

Sorry if i'm not a very good host. But i've tried my very best already. There's too many groups to entertain. So if anything, I'm really really very sorry. Forgive me uh.

What i was thinking was indeed correct. Just that... ... So... Utterly disappointed.=(

Work

2009-02-14T00:09:00.005+08:00

Firstly, Happy Valentines Day to everyone!

Work was much better than yesterday. There's really more people coming to buy flowers and bears. My sales went up by X2. 12 Feb i sold about $180-$190 like that. 13 Feb i sold about $300+ nearly $400. But customers are really very funny. When one person is there seeing the things, then the others will come. And i can be real busy at that period of time only. Then when there is no more customer viewing. Its super duper bored. Then must wait for hours before there is something to do again. But same thing, my leg is still sooo pain. Almost breaking already.

Today, saw lots of girls and guys buying presents for their love one. Oh my gosh. Its just simply sooo sweet. And lots of girls are carrying bouquet of flowers or a stalk of flower everywhere. There's some carrying balloon. Got 1 girl was carry a huge huge balloon walking around the Isetan and i can see her from where i am. As in not see her, but her balloon. It's a red rose balloon. There's a word "I Love You" on it. So sweet right? The balloon is about 1metre-1.2 metre high.

I'm now living the 17th year of my life. If i'm not wrong, i'm borned around this timing. Mid-night. So... Happy Birthday to me~ =)

May all my wishes be granted.

Time crawls

2009-02-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

My leg is going to break sooooon! Today was the first day of work. It's sooo boring. Not much people. And there's no chair for you to sit down. So almost 7/8 of my day is spent staring into space, dreaming and drawing pictures on the recording slip. Opps. haha. Tomorrow must bring paper so can draw on my own paper. I was too bored until i nearly died and go crazy. Time seems to craw super slowly. I nearly doze off. But the staffs, manager and supervisors there are quite friendly. But cannot talk, cannot use handphone, cannot sit. Can die uh. Lucky i only work 2 days. So tomorrow is my last day. Hah. After that, good luck to Jia Cheng. Hah. Don't stone there hor. Hehe=) Hopefully tomorrow will have more people buying things. Or else... ... The timing for Isetan at Orchard is different from all other Isetan. Start at 10.30 but end late at 10. While others start at 9 and end at 9.30. So tomorrow i must reach before 10.15. Got meeting one lei. So special hor.

And i also saw lots of people buying and choosing Valentines gift for their love ones. Its soo sweet. Many groups of guys and girls choosing presents. Anyone want to buy flowers? Can come find me at Isetan Orchard(Wisma Atria) basement 1 entrance there. Got bears too~ A lot of people say its cute when they walk past. Hah

I hope it will really be true and happen~

A fun day

2009-02-11T23:37:00.003+08:00

Today, went for piano lesson early early in the morning. Slept for 4 hous only bcaz i slept at 3 something last night and woke up at 7 something. I'm soo sleepy! But after playing basketball with Biantai-ians, I sort of become a lil more energetic. It was soo fun! Everytime, as long as there is Biantais, there will surely be lots of laughter and jokes.=) Also played block catching. I was sooo.... stupid to volunteer to be the catcher. But its fun also. Hehe. Had to catch Priscilia,Ronney,Leong Wei, Wei Sian, and Evon. Hah. But caught all of them except Evon. Humph. Next time i must catch you first. Heh. After that, played another match. Then, had dinner with them and off to TM to get some stuffs for the chalet this saturday. I'm exhausted.

Thanks Biantai-ians for the birthday gift. I love the bear lots. And its' name is... ... ... Biantai. hah=)

I'm working tomorrow and Friday at Isetan Orchard. Think at Wisma there. Introduced by my mum's friend. So... got to go to bed now. Or else, tomorrow i'm going to be dozing off while working.

Happy Early Valentine peeps. Just in case i don't have the time to blog on the 14 Feb.

Night peeps~

What's the meaning of that? Why can't you all just tell me straight. Is this a hint or something? It's not once already. It's trice . I rather you all tell me then making me make wild guesses and all that. After a while, one of you would say it again. Just tell me!

confuse

2009-02-07T01:09:00.003+08:00

I don't know why i'm feeling confuse. I also don't know what is the reason making me feel this way. I'm just feeling soo confuse. About what?!!! I'm not sure if i'm doing the right thing.

Anyway, found a job yesterday. But only can work for 2 days. It is actually from 12-14 Feb. But i'm only working on the 12 and 13 Feb. Finally I found something to do. But only for 2 days.hah. Better than nothing. Going to be 17 years old on the 14 Feb. Sounds soo old already. I'm still used to 16. Must spent my last few days of 16 wisely. Heh. But luckily there is still the ____teen at the back. So i'm still not that old ah. haha=)

Nite~

Why animals can express their feelings and thought sooo easily while human beings can't? Human beings always hide their feelings and thought to themselves.

Being optimistic

2009-02-04T18:07:00.004+08:00

I've fallen in love with ... ... ... Hong Kong dramas already! haha. After watching 'Forensic Heroes 2', i've been watching another Hong Kong dramas which is 'Always Ready'. It's actually on tv now, on channel U 10pm from monday to friday. But i'm very lousy at following shows, so i watch on the internet and have already finish watching. haha. Now, i'm going to watch Healing Hands from part 1 to 3. If i'm not wrong, there is all together 100 episodes. It has been on tv before, but didn't catch the whole thing. Happy watching to me.=)

This is how i kill time before the poly starts and all that, then i think i'll be rather busy already. So now, since i can relax and do nothing, i rather do so. Must be optimistic abit. Hah. Actually, it's also quite boring to stay at home almost everyday. So must always find some things to keep myself occupied.Heh. For now, i don't mind starting school because i real bored. But maybe after i start school, i would rather have holidays. Hah. I always can't make up my mind.

Sometimes, being normal friends are much better than being best friends. And sometimes being best friends is much better than being in a relationship. You'll be much more happy. I've finally understood it. Learnt from the show 'Always Ready'=)

Super duper HAPPY=)

2009-01-31T21:32:00.004+08:00

Yay! I got into my first choice, Biotechnology in tp. =) I'm super happy when i see the sms from MOE. Hahaha.

My ambition

2009-01-29T23:58:00.007+08:00

Today went to watch The Wedding Game by Fann Wong and Christopher Lee. The show was quite funny at some parts. Oh ya. Anybody know what is the name of the english song at the beginning?

This few days of CNY is just collecting red packets and visiting. Did gamble a lil too. Hah.

Has been watching Forensic Heroes II on the internet for the past few days. Now i suddenly want to be a forensic scientist. Haha. This sounds weird. I know. But I can say that this is the first time i know what ambition i want in the future. Last time, when people ask me, I can only say i don't know. Since young till now, i really don't know what i want for my ambition in the future. When i was young, i always hear most of my friends saying that they want to be a teacher in the future but i just can't find what i want to be. I have been living my past 16++ almost 17 years without a goal in life.But now, i finally found one. hah.=)But maybe in the future it may change, i don't know. But for now, I'm really interested in it. My mum kept saying that i always change my mind easily so maybe... it may change in the future? But i just got the feeling that this job would be rather interesting and challenging. Isn't it fun? Can discover new things everytime and learn more new stuffs. So now, I hope i can get into my first choice I put for JAE. Its coming out tomorrow! Oh my. I HOPE...

I suddenly love to watch Hong Kong dramas. But of course its those modern one.

I guess its all over.

JAE

2009-01-16T17:28:00.003+08:00

I've finally done my JAE yesterday night. Felt soo relax after doing it. It's like only 4 days to do. Then still have to decide and go for the JAE thing. Soo stressful. Even worse than taking results. O ya. Results, quite satisfied with it after minus-ing away the cca point. So now, i just have to wait for the results of JAE to come out 2 weeks from now. Hopefully i can get into the course then i want which is from the 1st to 6th choice. Now, i've to plan what to do or else i'll be bored to death. Must start finding jobs again.

result in few hours time

2009-01-12T02:01:00.003+08:00

It's already Monday! Oh my god. And i am going to take my o'level result 12 hours from now. I just can't get to sleep! urgh... I wonder what later will be. I don't even want to think of it now. Enjoying myself the last bit.

No matter what is the outcome, I've done my best already. I can say that i have really really done my best. What's done is done.

CHERIE! YOU'VE DONE YOUR REALLY BEST ALREADY!!

I still need to calm myself down. My hand will be very cold once i think of result. This is the first time in my life feeling this scared.

GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF AND MY FRIENDS... Hope i'll have good news.

Polys open house

2009-01-09T23:08:00.004+08:00

I've been to SP,NP and TP open house already. Now, i'm really confuse. I don't know which course to take. When i haven't been there, I also don't know what course to take but at least i'm not at all confuse. Haiz. I've to read through the brochure again. Must choose my 12 choices wisely. But i think i will still go to TP because it's the nearest already. I'm soo lazy to travel soooo far.

Today, went to TP in the afternoon. After that went back to band. It's really sooo long since i last seen Ruwaida,Syira and Hafiz. I soo soo soo soo miss them. It's been ages since i last saw them. Was really fun being with them. Tomorrow going to help out in the cca fair.

Saw Ms Ross and she said that our class o's result will be given out by... ... ... Mr Tan! Hopefully i can get an A1 if not A2 also good for E.Maths or else i'm real dead. I don't want Monday to come soo fast!

Tomorrow will being going back to help out in the morning, then maybe go to TP a little while with my friends, as i've not seen all the schools finish yet, then off to my cousins wedding dinner. Super busy day.

O' LEVEL RESULT

2009-01-07T22:39:00.003+08:00

O'level result is coming out this coming Monday (12Jan 09) 2pm at school hall. Oh my god! I'm sooo scared. I don't feel like taking it. Hopefully, my result is as what i expect it to be. I hope.

I think,now, my result is on the way to singapore already. And it's going to be kept in MOE till monday. Argh!

School is soo fun

2009-01-06T23:37:00.006+08:00

Today, i went back to Junyuan. It's soo fun being in school. I have to go back to pay my school fees or else i won't be able to take my results. Met Ms Zaleha too. It has been 1 month plus since i last saw her. She ate her brunch while i accompanied her. Actually wanted to go back to eat the canteen food , but then i don't know why the school food don't look appetizing at all. Saw Mr Tan too. Chat with him a little. They tell me that results is coming out next week. Either on the 12 or 16. Haiz. Still not prepared to wear my school uniform lei. And they will ask what i'm doing now. I can only say watch tv,play com and slack. But only recently la. Caz last month,i've been at my aunts house.

Go back school only then got suan already. Somemore is suan by Ms Zaleha and Mr Kim. They kept saying i 'not that tall'. Sad la. I at Mr Kim's shoulder there lo. Who say not tall!. Humph. The sec ones even shorter than me can. Hah.

Also found out that Ms Wong and Ms Su has left the school to go NIE. Still thought can see them in the staff room. I miss them. Then who's going to return us our result? Haiz.

Today is one of the earliest day i wake up lo. I normally sleep till about afternoon then i'll get up. But i also sleep rather late actually. When people are almost going to wake up for school and work. Then i'll go to bed. hah. Weird

Boring...

2009-01-03T04:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was spent at my cousins house. I only played the computer. And each game i play is only for an hour. Because i download those trial game and they only give me 1 hour=(. And when the game is soo soo fun, you don't even feel like stopping then it will suddenly stop caz the time is up. Soo annoying.

It's the first day of school for all primary and secondary school. I felt soo weird. Caz almost all my cousins were going to school and normally, i should also be going to school too... but i've graduated. I kind of miss school real badly. Its soo fun. I still remember every time when it is the first day of school, i will start grumbling that i don't want to go school and my holidays are just soo little. But now, when i have a long holiday, i rather go back to school.hah.

Had been sleeping rather late this few days. I always sleep when people are going to wake up soon. Like a vampire. hah. Just that i will wake up next afternoon when there is still sun.

Okay. Now, after my cousins start their school, I really have nothing to do already. I'm bored! I think i'm going to face the computer more than 8 hours everyday. Oh my. I seriously need a job now!

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T19:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, went to play bowling with my cousins as a celebration for the last day of 2008. After that, went to 2 aunt house to coutdown and chit chat till about 2+ then we went to lower seletar reservoir for a small picnic as a form New Year celebration. Until about 5+ then we went home. As my uncle drives a taxi, it is our transport to and fro. There were 11 person squeezing inside the taxi. Luckily it's about a 10 minute drive only. Or else..... hahaha. We'll be sandwhich.

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

Goodbye 2008 and my good memories and welcome 2009.

Hopefully 2009 will be a better year

A new year. A new begining. A fresh new start.

31st December 2008

2008-12-31T09:45:00.004+08:00

It's the last day 2008 today so...... spent the day wisely. Before 2009 and new challenges comes again.

I'm going to forget all the unhappy memories i have this year and will always remember and cherish all the happy memories.

This year is rather a very special year i have in my whole life. Studying for the O'level with my greatest friends, sitting in class for lessons with 4e4'08 (getting to know them better, it's just sooo fun being with them), and of course not forgetting the teachers who helped us a lot a lot.=) And Biantai the basketball team. Having the Graduation day and Prom Night is simply just sooo sooo sooo fun too.

New year resolution:
1) always be happy
2) do my best in whatever i'm going to do
3) try to be a better person
4) be even more stronger to face new challenges

To all my friends, I wish you all a HAPPY early NEW YEAR! Have a great year ahead.

Goodbye 2008 in about another 14 hours 15 mins. And welcome 2009.

christmas

2008-12-30T01:06:00.005+08:00

First thing i want to say is.... Thanks to all my family for the christmas presents! I seriuously LOVE it. I think i receive quite a number of presents this year. And i'm sure that its more than last year. If i'm not wrong, last year i received only about 6 like that only. This year i receive about 10 presents! And lots of minnie mouse=) I celebrated christmas on the 25th dec with my family. It was real FUN! After that, went with my cousins to watch mid-night movie. We watched Yes Man! Not bad uh. After that we walked back to my cousins house as there's no more buses. The road was sooo quiet and dark. Luckily there were 11 of us. Next night, we went to catch mid night movie again. But this time round was Bedtime story. After that, went to play bowling. I'm addicted to bowling already. And the next outing, we're going to play bowling again!=)=)

I hate flus and coughs!

As January comes nearer, I'm getting more and more worried about my o'level result. I tried really hard not to think by keeping myself occupied but when i've nothing to do or befoe i sleep, i will always think about it. And when i go out, families and some other people would ask this common question : 'Going poly or JC?' When i hear this, i would just say see how is my result first. Then the next question will be :'But where you think you want to go lei?' Urghhh... It's rather fustrating can. I try not to even think about it but people is always reminding me about it. I know they care. But... Its scary to think about it. It's like my future is all depending on the result. Oh my. How i wish the result won't come out soo soon. At first when it's Nov or early Dec i don't have this kind of feeling. But now, i just don't know why. And when the school reopens for my cousins, I've lesser things to do and I'm very sure i'm going to think about it. Someone please let me do something!

I'm sorry!

Christmas party!

2008-12-24T00:00:00.003+08:00

A long long time since i last blog. Was at my aunts house till now earning money=). I just need to help my Primary 1 cousin to finish her projects and i'll receive $100. But the projects were not easy to do. 30 chinese and 12 english ones. Had to cut here cut there, paste, draw(as you know my art is horrible so my cousin helped me), write, powerpoint slides. Oh my god. It's rather tiring can. Not easy to earn. But on the other hand, i can accompany my cousins more.heh. I can consider myself rather lucky because i don't have any projects when i was in Primary 1-3 like that. Soo poor thing. And my cousins were like complaining that school holiday is ending soon and they don't want to go to school. I think i don't mind going to school. I miss school time a lot a lot. It's sooo fun going to school.=( And earning money teaching my sec 3 cousin. I think this is how i survive for the whole holiday.

Today went to eat dinner buffet at Novena and bought some presents for some of my family
members because Christmas party is this coming Thursday! yay! I love presents!And after that going out with my cousins till around next morning.

I'm sorry to all Biantai-ians. I doubt i can join you all for the Christmas gathering. I'll try my best.

Having a rather bad flu now. Need some rest.

wanna work?

2008-12-16T02:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to m'sia till now. Bought lots and lots of things=)

Anyone interested in working? But its a mid night job. But its quite easy to do. Must work 21 days straight. Interested messsage me. Caz by today 10-11am must confirm already.

Moving house

2008-12-10T22:53:00.004+08:00

Had been rather busy these few weeks. I still haven't have a nice nice break yet after my O's. First was prom, then class bbq, then moving house. I'm like going to 6th aunt house, then after a week, i'll go home, then i'll go to 5th aunt house for another week. If not i'll go to the tuition centre. It's like a cycle every week. Oh my! Still don't have the time to really go and find a job. But luckily i'm teaching my cousin, so it's not that bad. Can earn some pocket money. And sometimes by helping out in the tuition centre.=) Soon it's my lil cousin 6th birthday, followed by family Christmas Party.Woohoo! Presents! heh

But the good thins is... ... I won't feel BORED!

lazy

2008-12-05T00:57:00.002+08:00

I'm just simply toooo lazy to blog. So ya, just a very brief one. Last few days were spent at 5th aunt house and shopping at JB but unfortunately can't find any christmas present.

Today came back home for violin lesson after skipping soo many of it. After that went to changi airport for dinner and starbucks to chit chat. And guess what? I saw Lou Wei. I find her rather familiar but didn't dare to call her at first but after hearing her voice. haha. Then i confirmed its her.=) Chat a lil with her and home i go.

my week

2008-11-30T12:06:00.003+08:00

Tuesday had class bbq. It was raining after we've just set up the fire. Soo unlucky. And somethings got wet! So had to buy most of the bbq stuffs again. waste $$. But luckily the rain didn't went on and on. It stop in about half an hour later. We were all drenched. It was sooo sooo fun playing under the rain. After that, i went out to fetch ms zaleha and bought the stuffs needed to replenish for bbq. Went back and the fire had start and some food were cooked already=). But left around 8 plus caz need to rush to choa chu kang. Sorry irfan and wei ling. Cannot celebrate your birthday. And thanks to jiang mama for fetching us there.=) After that, met my cousin and off to cck.

Wednesday was just teaching them their work. Wow. Primary 1 now was real tough. If i'm not wrong, I still remember my primary 1 no multiplication and division. And they were like counting 12X7 like that. Oh my. I was thankful that i have already passed primary school and secondary school too. Education is really getting more and more tough.

Thurday was suppose to come back home for violin lesson but unfortunately, because of some reason, I had to stay back to take care of my lil cousin. I think i've skipped about 7 or 8 lesson of violin since O'level and only attend once in the middle. oh my~

Friday was normal. Just slacking around my 6th aunt's house.

Saturday, went to 6th aunt's tuition centre. Went there to teach my cousin chemistry. I think i've forgotten nearly everything. Luckily my notes is there to help me. phew. But actually my both sciences were not very good. I hope i can help. But luckily he is learning science not pure. Or else... haha. Was suppose to teach physics and chemistry but i myself hate physics can. Haiz. After that went to expo for the john little sales. I don't think i want to go back there again. There were sooooo many people there. But the things were considered very cheap. After that went to changi airport for dinner and home i go. Finally i can come back home and sleep on my comfy bed.

But only for 2 days. Tomorrow going back to my 5th aunt house caz i'm going in to m'sia with them.=) SHOPPING for christmas presents! And maybe off to malacca with 6th aunt this saturday for a day like that. yay. And both is to shop for christmas=)yay! Christmas is coming. But i still can't find a job=( Haiz. From the end of o'level until now,I'm still rather occupied. I still have lots of things left undone. Should i find a job in january instead?

Isimplydon'tunderstandwhysomepeople...keepingmyselfoccupiedsoasnottothinkaboutunhappythings.

No offence

2008-11-26T21:56:00.006+08:00

To my dear friend

For some things that you know, please get the FACTS right before you start saying other things. For example, that friday during the game, I did not confirm that i'll go for the game as i know that i've to do things in school as i've promised earlier and might have to settle some other stuffs. And v knows that! And for v, I asked her if she wants to come along and she wanted caz she said that she's bored at home!

And aren't they OLD enough to take care of themselves? They are already 16. Yes, maybe for two girls to walk out like that is rather dangerous. But don't tell me, if normally when it's that dark already then they don't need to go home and had to ask someone to come pick them up? Maybe it's just for you la. And i think that they are old enough to take care of their own safety right? And it's not very dark walking out that road as there's many people walking too. And before i walk off i did told kl to come along and i told v to quicky run and catch up with us after taking that picture. And i really DID turn back to see if they were behind and i saw them so i didn't call them but after that they were not.They were walking rather slowly when i told them
earlier to catch up with us. And my cousin had been waiting for me for almost 30 minute all alone and i really had to rush. My cousin was really pissed off at that time. And at one side, someone is rushing me and another side i've to wait and i don't think we walked really that fast until they can't catch up with our speed. I don't think taking a photo is soo that long. And i'm going to CHOA CHU KANG. Not Tampines or something. It's like 1hour something to 2 hours like that to reach plus bus and everything? And i had to babysit my lil cousin. They ARE also waiting. If not, why don't you just walk them out with some other people if v really need to go home? If they really don't know how to go home or something. And even so, i threat t as my friends too.

I think family is much more important than friends. And i don't believe you don't think this way too. The position of family and friends surely cannot be equal.

Why don't you think about what you did before. Telling me "what do you want me to do" and "I also cannot do anything". I know you can't do anything. But at least say something nicer.And at that time i was alone. At least there were 2 of them at that time. Then like that, isn't it dangerous for me to go there alone? And did you come along with me?Think what you did to others first, before you start to say or tell others reasons.

I've also heard of some friends saying that sometimes your ATTITUDE towards them is really bad and were telling me what happened. Even though you think that what you did was nothing but it was quite hurting to them!

But if you really think i'm wrong, i believe people do make mistakes at times, so can't you just explain nicely and tell them not to do it again rather than yelling.

I seriously hope that you'll get everything RIGHT first before you start to say this and that.

Then can i say that it's also your fault that you didn't get the other things right? And start to tell me reasons?

Put yourself into other's shoe first. Think what others feel before commenting.

To someone: I'm sorry for leaving you behind. But isn't kl taking the train to Tampines too? I know it's rather scary if you are lost and don't know how to go home. But i was seriously very very late already. And you didn't catch up, so i thought that you both want to walk slowly and chat with one another. Yes. I didn't phone you up caz i could see both of you at first. And if i still don't leave, i might not be able to catch the other train which i have to change. Anything, i'm truly sorry.

No offence. This is just what i think and feel thats all.

HAPPY BELATED 16th BIRTHDAY TO HENG WEI LING AND IRFAN! May your wishes come true and hope you've enjoy your day=)

Ithinkicannotbelieveyouanymore.youarelikeatwofaceperson.Ifyoulikefriendshiptobelikethat,theni'venothingmuchtosay.Actuallythings willnothappen.But...Isn'tittolatenow?Putyourselfintoother'sshoebeforeyoustarttothinkthisandthat.

restless day

2008-11-22T13:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, met vanessa at my house because she want to put her basketball at my house. After that, run an errand to mac for ms zaleha. And off to school. I thought i could be earlier than louis=(. Saw him sitting there looking soo bored and poor thing. So i told him that he was tricked to come to make him high a bit but to no avail. After that, went to the staff room to clean up ms zaleha's MESSY table. hah. I think i did a good job uh? After that was there slacking before accompanying julianah,shikin(hope i spell correctly) and ms zaleha to Ramen-Ten for their lunch. I also don't know why i'm not hungry.hah. And off to basketball court at last. There were Vanessa, Evon,Pearcesley,Kiat Wee,Louis,Min Ning, Wei Sian, Donkey, and Pris. Soon Chang Hui arrived. But i was rather restless so during the matches i didn't really moved around much. Sorry peeps. Next time i promise i'll be much hyper than this time.=) After that, off to school again to meet ms zaleha to go to tampines interchange to book the class bbq pit.Thanks uh. And homed. Was really tired.

To 4e4! Class bbq at pasir ris park pit 10. 25 nov(tues) at 5pm.=)

Isometimessimplycannotunderstandfriendship.Itsrathertiringmaintaining.

Prom and primary school gatheing

2008-11-21T01:21:00.008+08:00

On the 19, had my prom night. It was more of a photo taking session. I did not do anything else but just to take pics. haha. So i think my blog will be flooded with photos soon caz i'm too lazy to upload photos now. So maybe tomorrow or so. I started of with going for alumni exco meeting. After that, we went to make our hair. I think my hair is too complicated for me already but what's done is already done. So no choice. Then after that took a cab by myself to Royal Plaza Hotel at Scotts road. The hotel looks not bad. Took some photos at the lobby and stuff before going up to the ballroom. The ballroom is rather small. But not everyone from the graduating classes went so its ok. Just nice to fit all of us. There's 5 teachers. Ms Zaleha(my bestie), Mdm Yang, Mr Alsogoff,Mdm Arnita(my new friend.hehe) and Mdm Fauziah(hope she's fine now). Mdm Yang and Mr alsogoff were the emcees. The both of them are quite funny. First time seeing Mdm Yang like that.hah.

Overall, prom was quite ok. Everyone looks really good! My first time seeing them looking like that. Quite shocking though.hah.

Just now,went out with my primary school friends. Had a small gathering. Went to Seoul Garden to eat and off the whitesand mac to chit chat.

Took quite a lot of pics for both event. Will upload probably tomorrow? Or when i get all the photos from my friends.=)

sleepy! bye

Ithinkyou'realittletoomuch.Butit'sallright.Forgiveandforget.Idon'twanttomakemyselfangryoversmallmatters.Butjustthink,ifyou'rein
myshoes,whatwouldyoufeel?Idon'tthinkanybodywouldlikethefeeling.Spoilingone'smoodinsuchahappyoccasion.

Prom night

2008-11-19T11:41:00.003+08:00

ok.Here's a quick one or else will be late to meet evon later to go for the alumni meeting. It's PROM NIGHT later. Wonder what i'll be. I hope nothing will happen to me. My first time wearing heels. Oh my. Must walk slowly. haha. I'm going to take lots and lots of pics.hehe. I'm going to be super busy today.

First is alumni meeting.Then off to make hair. And then make up. and Prom night here i come~

Vaness, don't foget your promise hor. I will look out for you.

kk.
gtg
bye

Shopping

2008-11-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

Today went out with pris,vaness,kai lin,sharon,evon,shermeen,min ning. We went to Bugis to shop for our prom dress and stuffs. I saw 1 there which i quite like it. It's a quite reasonable price. So might be getting it. Walked till about 5 before going to marina square. The dresses there are quite class but its real expensive. Walked till about 8 something then went off. 9 hours of shopping. wow. First time shopping for clothes with my friends and we shopped sooo long. A good way to bond us together too. hehe. As most girls love shopping except for 1 that i know hate shopping which is Vanessa Quek. haha. My legs gonna break soon. I'm tired.

Tomorrow gonna help my aunt give out flyers block to block. I think my leg will really break by that time. And i'm going JB this sunday. Monday going last minute shopping again. Tuesday not soo sure yet. My poor legs sure break by wednesday. Oh my god. Everyday shop from morning till night. After prom i think i'll have phobia of going shopping already.heh.

So bye. Gonna rest

pictures for graduation day

2008-11-14T21:51:00.012+08:00

wei ling and her crazy look

me and ms su(private tutor)haha

Porn star and me

sing yee and me

me and hui rong

us and ms wong

me and ms wong

me and ms zaleha

shermeen and me

class banner

sean,jian xin and me

me and wen su

on the red carpet

ta-da

me,yan zhi,shermeen

me and diana

iryana and me

me,kok soon,chang hui

me and how cher

me and jia cheng

me and chang hui

zi yun(god),jia cheng
sang wei,louis,me
jun quan

me and zi yun

sean and me

kiat wee and me

sang wei and me

sharon
melvin and me

wen su and me

royston,jian xin
me

me and rauf(slacker)

jun quan,kok soon,chang hui,mr benny tan,me,sharon,wei ling

me and benny

me and jiang mama

me and malay girls

ms zaleha and me

syahrin and me

ruwaida and me

hafiz and me
his blur look

julia and me
her birthday

shyahida and me

danial and me

me and irfan
owe me swensens!

evon and me

wei ling and me

me and jade
weirdo

ms wong and me

do-re-me
me,evon,wei ling

sharon and me

shermeen and me

chinese girls

I've graduated

2008-11-13T23:16:00.004+08:00

Today was graduation day. I didn't know it's such a proud thing to walk on the red carpet. Wow. It's soo cool. No wonder during teacher's day the teachers always walk on it. I finally know what they feel walking on it. But the ceremony was quite boring. It was 2hr15min and i had to put my butt on that chair for soo long. I also didn't really know how i managed it. haha. Started around 11. After that receive a video from the school as a token. And it's pictures time~. I took lots lots lotss of pictures.=) Will upload asap maybe after prom? And off to eat and shop. Will be super busy for prom. I'm quite excited for it.

And i'm finally an alumni of JYSS=) But got the don't know what meeting on 19Nov in the afternoon. Oh my~ It's on the day of Prom Night can. zzz. Need to prepare! That day will be a busy day. I think i'll be super exhausted after the Prom Night.

I'm free

2008-11-12T20:10:00.003+08:00

Monday had physics paper 1 which is MCQ. It was quite do-able. According to Ms Wong, i can score 32/40 for the paper. YAY! =)

Tuesday takeaway mac breakfast and went to school to meet Ms Zaleha in school. Studied Chemistry till about 3+ then went home.

Today was chemistry paper 1 which is also MCQ. The paper was quite tough and i had lots of careless mistakes. All thanks to my bad habit. I always read the question halfway and start to answer the questions so i think i had about 3 careless mistakes. Oh my god. Plus those wrong. I don't know how many marks i'll get=(.

And finally the BIG O's OVER. Which means i'm free! I'M FREE!~ I can see lots of freedom now. woohoo~ After today's paper i was very high caz its the super last paper already=). But i'll miss my friend the Chief Examiner.hehe. Only my friends will know why.=)

I've got lots and lots of things to do now. I'm booked everyday. BUSY. But should be until afterhe prom then i can rest well. I hope so. And i think by then i'll rot. But i think i'll be going to find jobs with my friends=) Finally can work already.

I'm super happy=). But tomorrow is graduation day. Oh my. I'll be graduating from Junyuan. I think i'll miss my teachers and friends. I wonder what tomorrow will be. haiz. I still can't imagine that i'll be GRADUATING.

Still remember the times when i sooo wish to end my O'levels and graduate from school. But know, thinking back of the time i spent with my friends and teachers, i seriously don't wish to graduate. haha.

ok. I'm super tired from all the exams and the lack of sleep everyday plus the basketball match today. I sooo exhausted already. Soo bye people!

My freedom

2008-11-09T14:25:00.004+08:00

Saturday morning met up with Vaness and off we go to Heeren to look for Sharon's super junior 2nd album. But, unfortuntaely, the HMV there also out of stock. Looks like the whole Singapore doesn't have anymore super junior album already.=( Soo disappointing. Went all the way to Orchard early in the morning but can't find the thing we want. So, since i was hungry, bought old chang kee. At least we did buy something there. Back to tamp and went to play basketball.

Sunday went to airport to study with Shermeen, Guo Harn and Evon. Did some physics MCQs.

After wednesday, i'll be FREE! 3 more days left. I'm looking forward to the last day of exam. And freedom. Here i come!

NOTE: Shermeen has a new name given by me. B_ll Dog.muahaha=) isn't it nice?

You are my sunshine=)

2008-11-07T00:13:00.004+08:00

ok. I don't know why i'm crazy with this children song for the whole of last month till now. And whenever i feel like listening to it, i'll just play the piano to listen it or when i distress then i'll play it. Caz it's a cheerful song=)

Today went to Heeren but could not get the things we want=( Waste time. So in the end came back to tamp. Played basketball. I'm tired. So ya. bye

Note: If you want to know the answers to the riddle just tag me.

Go Go Go

2008-11-06T00:30:00.003+08:00

Finally, O's was soo called over already. I'm left with 2 MCQ papers. Physics paper 1 and Chemistry paper 1 and i'm done.

Music on tues was as usual, almost everything i don't know how to answer and my answer would be crap. Was force to study by jiang mama in the morning. =(
MT paper on wed, i also don't know whether to say its easier or more difficult than june paper. I felt that it's still the same. Just that maybe slighly easier to understand that's all. Hope i can improve. At least get a C5 also good. So that my effort won't be gone to the drain.
Went to tm to find sharon's present but can't find it so later, me and vaness had to go all the way to Heeren to get it. Hopefully we can find it or else, it will be a waste of time.
Was suppose to go for michelle's church for the nick thingy. But no more seats=( so stayed at my aunt's tuition centre.

Gonna play basketball tomorrow.

My schedule for this week is fully booked. I don't know if i can squueeezze time out to study for my paper 1. *faints* And i have to score. oh my!

I'm left with 6 more days to the last day of my O'level. woots!~

Anyway, i went to my aunts tuition centre just now and saw this few questions of riddle:
1. What bow cannot be tied?
2. What is the best way to catch a squirrel?
3. What do you can two bananas?
4. What letters contain nothing?
5. He who makes it doesn't want it.
He who buys it doesn't need it.
He who needs it doesn't know it.
What is it?

lucky

2008-11-03T20:32:00.005+08:00

I'm sooo lucky today.=) Not really actually. It should be i'm taking a huge huge risk/gamble. Today was Social Studies O'level exam. And mdm fara said that we should be studying at least 3 themes to be on the safe side. However, i think my brain's memories had all been used up the past few weeks for other subjects so i find it very difficult to cramp more things into my poor brain. So, i studied only 1 theme. As i also have a very strong feeling that this theme would come out and another theme. I also don't know why. But i only studied 1 of it. Isn't that a huge gamble? And it's O'level. But luckily, the particular theme that i've studied came out. I was sooo happy. I nearly want to jump up high high for joy.=) And luckily this theme came out or else i would be real dead. phew.

So, i'm left with music, mother tongue, physics paper 1 and chemistry paper 1 and i'm done. My stressful life would soon be over=). 9 more days. Still remember the time when i was counting down to O'level from like 100++ days. Now it was going to be over. Time really flies.

But i seriously don't feel like touching my music stuffs even though its like tomorrow. Music has tonnes and tonnes of things to memorise. And i really hate memory work. I HATE memorising things. So i think i'm going to give up my music. Anyway my music is already hopeless. I rather playing music then studying music. This course is like studying the history of music and i hate history too. So, this equals to i hate the whole course of music. eww. I want tomorrow to be over soon. I don't want to go take the exam tomorrow. I rather an Ab then an F9. But, my mum don't allow!. urgh.

So if anyone going to take this course, please think twice. But this is just my personal feeling.

you only think about yourself. why can't you think for others. don't you know its very tiring. why must you force? everything you think of is how you're going to answer to that person. you think i don't want to do my best? who dosen't want.

Can't wait for the o's to end

2008-10-31T19:18:00.004+08:00

This week was as usual. Exams exams and more exams. Study study and more studying. Soo no life but at least i can spend this time with all my friends.

Tuesday had history. I don't know whether to say that it was easy or difficult.
Wednesday physics paper 2 was tough.
Thusday was E.maths paper2. It was much easier than paper 1. I hope that I could get an A1 and i must. So please give me an A1.
After that went to play basketball. Was very long since i've last played.
Today went to school to meet mdm fara for social studies. Didn't do much studying today.
Shermeen would be the stripper tomorrow. Muahaha. Must do it uh. Me and Vanessa heard it already. Had real fun with sharon,shermeen and vanessa.

Finally English A&E maths and History is down. 6 more papers to go,12 more days, before i'm free from this stressful exams and go enjoy. I've already told lots of people to go out play,shop, eat,enjoy and still got don't know what. But i think i've forgotten who i've told. And i also made a lot of promises to people to go out and more. But who i've told? Really can't remember so remind me if i've promise you before or told you or whatsoever. We'll go play play play=)

Let me wish Sharon a HAPPY early 16th BIRTHDAY. May all your wishes come true and enjoy your day tomorrow. Just in case i won't blog tomorrow. I'll be the first one!

O's

2008-10-24T20:06:00.004+08:00

Just want to keep my blog alive and can't resist the temptation of the computer after not using it for a week. Finally its friday and the most busy week is over. Chemistry paper 2, English papers, A.maths papers and E.maths paper 1 finally down. phew.

Monday had Chem, it was quite ok~ Just that i'm a lil careless. Other than that it should be fine. Hope paper 1 would be easy so that i can score an A.=)

Tuesday was English. It was okok. Just a lil complicated. Both passage is on cats. eww.

Wednesday was A.maths paper 1. It was quite ok. I can do most of it.

Thursday did E&A maths the whole the with my friends. See im soo guai right?

Today the E.maths paper 1 was in the morning and was ok just that a few tricky questions and i'm super careless. Hope paper 2 will be fine and can get an A for E.maths. A.maths was in the afternoon and it's really tough. I hope i could get a B.

NO more english and A.maths for me anymore=)

But next 3 weeks will still be quite tough.

Good luck everyone including myself. Work hard~

GOGOGO~!

good luck people

2008-10-19T18:29:00.002+08:00

Squeeze out some time to blog or else my blog gonna be dead soon. haha. ok. went out with shermeen to kfc to study. it was soo cold like winter.

And tomorrow is gonna be the first day of the O'level! oh my~ i'm scared. i wish i could score well. And the paper tomorrow is chemistry. Must aim for an A the least B. jia you cherie! Wish me luck.

Doubt i will be blogging again until after the O's.

Good luck to 4e4 peeps and everyone!

horrible day

2008-10-16T18:13:00.003+08:00

Today is just soo horrible. Many things happened. But i don't want to elaborate. Just to say sorry to:

Vanessa: I'm sorry for what happened this morning. You get scolded because of me. Sorry for changing the time.

Ms Zaleha: Sorry for causing soo much trouble. It's my fault. I'm truly sorry for dragging you in. I'm feeling rather guilty.

Mr Tan: Sorry for making you come back to school. You look super tired. I'm sorry. Rest well.

My friends(Shermeen,Pris,Sharon,Vaness,Evon): Sorry for causing trouble for you all. Making all of you walk around the school. Encouraging me. But i just don't want to make the matter worse thats all. I know that you all want to put a stop to this thing. But i just simply don't know how to say it. I'm useless. Sorry. And Thanks.

Had lots of fun with evon and sharon while walking home. haha. kicked the seed to the road. opps. haha

Evon: Thanks for the card. and ya. we've known each other for 4 years already. isn't tt long? haha. from not close friend to a very close friend. and thanks to you too for creating soo much fun for me. all the best for Os ya? and friends forever~=)

i miss my classroom

2008-10-12T19:02:00.003+08:00

Studied with shermeen today. Chat about prom night things. wow. i suddenly feel soo excited about it. Think she must have influenced me. haha. Anw 2 words to describe her."gong" and "clumsy" She should know why. =) Plant!

After that, we walked home. She actually wanted to accompany me walk home but then in the end, being a kind person, i send her home. We walked pass school and saw the classroom we have been in for almost a year. oh my~ i really miss 4e4! So on my way back, i took photos of the path i always walk and the classrooms. 3e4'07 and 4e4'08 's. i've been in each classroom for almost 1 year each. A guy cycled pass me and i think he think that i'm crazy can. he kept on looking at me.lol.
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The pictures which i've took.

The path which i always walk to class during the both years
3rd level-3e4'07
4th level-4e4'08

zoomed in

Parade square where i've always been in almost every morning for flag raising

4e4 classroom

top-4e4 classroom(4th level)
bottom-3e4 classroom(3rd level)

last day of school

2008-10-12T18:51:00.005+08:00

I'll miss them lots~ And the others too. Must take photo during graduation and prom k?

pictures~

last day of school

2008-10-11T08:24:00.007+08:00

yesterday was the last day of school. which means o'level is coming very very soon. oh my! but things are still the same. haiz. received lots of sweets and chocolate. this made me remember of my children's day when i was in primary school. i always look forward to this day as i would receive lots of things from the teachers. haha=) after school took some pics. will upload maybe later.

lots of people are going for the prom night. but i'm still waiting for my friends answer. because if only like 1 or 2 of us go, then there will be no fun and no point at all. that is why i'm always pestering you all for the answer. i'm sorry.

after that, went to eat suki sushi with my god bros and mum. i love the cream puff. i ate lots of it. yummy. they kept saying that i only eat cream puff but i did not can. i also ate the sushi. they say i waste $$ then next time cannot bring me eat buffet. =(

came home around 5 something and felt super tired so i slept on my bed and slept till this morning. oh my~ my 1 day of studying wasted already.=(

to vanessa: thanks for the card. and friends for life. jiayou for your o'lvl too. we'll go find job tgt after 'o' and will miss you too. glad you know that you always bully me=) but but but... I'M NOT A SOTONG!

can't you just say properly, why must you sound soo irritated. please put yourself in people's shoe and think what they will feel first before doing what you did. if your temper is just sooo short, i can't do anything but just to say i don't really know you that much. and i'll try to.

pictures

2008-10-09T16:47:00.006+08:00

I got back my report book today. Wasn't at all satisfied with my results. i found out that i've deprove tremendously. The reults is totally soo s***y. Class position dropped. It's X2 of what i had gotten last year. And this is the first time my level position hit the 3rd digit out of my four years in this. This means that more people is working harder and i'm not at all. I'm slacking too much. oh my god! Cherie! Must buck up! And thanks Ms Wong for volunteering to help me out in my physics. And she's treating the whole class Kinder Brueno tomorrow. yeah. My favourite chocolate=) yum yum. I'll be waiting.

Tomorrow will officially be my last day of school and studying together with all my friends in class. Soon it'll be o'level already. In another 11 days time. So jiayou to all my friends! and of course myself.

By Monday had to make the decision of whether am i going to prom night. haiz. I can't make up my mind. And it's soo expensive. It's $80! oh my.

I seriously wish that everything will be fine tomorrow. Don't be angry with anyone already ok? Everyone just go high tomorrow! It's the last day of school already and the last time we study together as a class. So let bygones be bygones. Start afresh tomorrow. Forget the unhappy things but remember the happy momoents we had together. Or else we'll regret it. We have already regretted once that time before prelim and now we have the second chance to be together for another 3 weeks so take this opportunity.ok people?

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me and the vaness(Biantai-V)

shermeen(Biantai-Manager) and me

Pris(Biantai-P=>captain) and me

evon(Biantai-E) and me

han lin(Biantai-H) and me

me and pearcesley(Biantai-T)

me and ronney(Biantai-R)
new member.

what is the both of them doing?
we can be crazy at times

Biantai-V in action=)
she how serious is she?
Don' play play with us uh

Biantai family photo

Biantai(except pris and ronney)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-10-08T19:38:00.003+08:00

Today was as usual. went to school then tuition. it was raining soo heavily while i was on my way to meet vanessa opposite school. so i walked super slowly as i was wearing slipper and the water will like fly everywhere.i'm sorry vanessa for making you wait for me. but in the end, my pants is still wet.

Evon: haha. i'll send you the pics tml. i only joking with you=). so dun ever dare disturb me again! heh. don't angry ya?

Lastly, it's 2 persons birthday today sooo...
wishing a HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO VANESSA(Biantai-V) mei! May all your wishes come true~

and wishing a HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO CHEE LEONG(god bro)! May all your wishes come true too~

Hope the both of you enjoy your day! One can finaly watch NC16 and another can watch M18 already la. haha. Both old le~ Be more mature ah!

ok. let me sing both of you a birthday song.
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to vaness and cl,
Happy birthday to you.

Basketball is fun!

2008-10-07T19:54:00.003+08:00

A short little post as someone is bugging me to lent him use the com.

Celebrated Vanessa's birthday(Biantai-V) at basketball court as usual. Some things happened. Hope everyone would be ok. Last week of school people! Must cherish our time together. Or else will regret next time. As usual, all biantais cannot light up the candle. ok la. Because at central park so it'll be soo windy and today just rained. After that played basketball with peeps.

Will upload the photos asap. so bye!=)

i'm soo happy!

2008-10-06T15:55:00.006+08:00

WOOHOO~! I finally have my OWN room! which means i can study in my room and not at the hall. then i can concentrate better because i have no more distraction of the television. although my room has a tv but i think i can control myself well. cause my table is facing the wall and i won't see the tv. i've wished to have my own room for a long longer longest time and finally i have it! soo happy. i feel rather cosy and comfy in my room. the atmosphere is right and i can concentrate well. but just lack of air con because it's spoilt. or else it would be sooo cool. ok enough of new study cum bedroom.

things were going smoothly for today. everything seems to be back to normal. hopefully no more of such things will ever happened again. and since this is the last week of school, hope that everything will be fine.

was feeling rather tired today as i slept very late last night. no, should be this morning. during history lesson me, kai wei and jade were rather high. and the word of the day created by me is "shut up your mouth". haha. i also don't know what i'm talking about and just blurt this out. maybe i was too tired so i don't know what i'm talking about.

was told by mdm teng to attend the e.maths course again. but i don't i want to go. i rather use this time to work on my weaker subjects. as for the prelims, my e.maths is the best subject i've scored. so have to work harder for the other subjects but of course also practice my e.maths. hopefully can get an 'A' for o'level so that i won't let mr tan down. he's a very very good teacher who is very patience despite our class being sooo noisy always. feel rather guilty towards him somtimes. of course for some other subjects too, i hope i can get an 'A'. for example, chemistry too as ms zaleha is also a superb teacher. she's very caring and alway help me. must not let the both of them down. i must work very hard! jia you cherie! must work hard and do your best ya?

my eyes nearly close up during a.maths lesson as it was the last period of the day. so immediately after we got dismiss, i headed home and here i am now.

came home and saw the wooden door half open. scare me can. i thought got thief or what. but the gate was lock. i came in and saw my god bros sleeping in the hall and in my room. as it was rather dark because it's about to rain. so i only see dark figures lying on the sofa. scare me. i can't study as my room was occupied by them and i scared i would be too noisy and disturb their sleep as they slept only this morning because they went to their friend's chalet. poor things. i have nothing better to do so here i am. haha=)

gonna find something better to do.
(14 more days to Chemistry paper 2)

signing off~
byes
tc people
work hard for your EOY or O'level!
smile always=)
cherie

friends are the best

2008-10-05T17:17:00.005+08:00

i seriously love my friends to the max. when i'm down,they'll surely make me smile. even though they are playing a trick on me, but i don't mind as long as it's not over the line. yup. friday i was rather down and thanks to kai wei, sharon and wei ling for that evil trick. i was trick trice can. by my 3 evil friends. after school was playing water game with shermeen and sharon. muahah. shermeen was wet. it's soo fun. and she was soo unlucky because i just refilled my water and the water was soo cold.

to shermeen: who started it first in the toilet huh? beware ok. your birthday is in another 3 months time. i also can take revenge ok? =)

saturday celebrated chee leong's early birthday. how i wish my birthday is everyday. then i can receive presents everyday. isn't it fun? the curiosity you will get when you receive the present from people and the feeling of surprise when you open it.

today went mac to study with shermeen. i did very little work only. just 40 mcq questions and 3 strucured questions. if i continue to go on like that, i'll be dead.

i hope things will go fine next week. i wish i wish i wish. it's the last week of school next week before the study break. isn't it fast? three weeks finish just like that with a blink of an eye. i want to turn back time. then i won't make any mistake anymore.

and it's pearcesley birthday today. so wishing you a HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY TO PEARCESLEY=>Biantai-T. may your wishes come true=)

i'm tired of every single thing

2008-10-02T18:14:00.008+08:00

today was super tired. i slept like less than 5 hrs yesterday night. slept at 12.30am and was woken up by some monsters who came to my house to play pc games at around 3am. they were quite noisy at first and i can hardly go back to my lovely dreamland. until around 5.30 then i slept back. and in another 2 hrs time, my alarm clock started to ring. aww. i was sooo reluctant to get out of my bed. i'm soo sleepy. but thanks to all my friends. they were either disturbing me or cracking jokes to make me more alive. a.maths lesson was the best today. it was sooo fun. mrs tan kept on cracking jokes that make me laugh until my stomach pain.

after school had an e-maths seeding programme. eww. i'm not going to attend it again. its soo useless. i only know that i'm practicing my handwriting because we are only copying and copying things. thats all. i didn't learn anything new or what so ever. time seems to be crawling during the programme.

To my dear friend. i hope you seriously forgive me. i really didn't mean anything. hope you understand. maybe it's because of the lack of sleep and some personal problems that cause this to happen. but just go for the best for yourself and don't regret. or else you won't be able to forgive yourself. i think saying soo much is also quite useles. so just stay happy. I'm sorry =( it's my fault.we'll clear this thing some other day ya.

i hate today! today is soo horrible. why must everything just go the wrong way. everything is not right at all. why?
sometimes i feel very tired being a human. its too stress.
i'm sorry for whatever thing it is. but just choose the best path. it might be because of my tiredness that's why i flare up soo easily.it's my fault. if i've hurt you deeply then the only thing i can say is i'm truly very sorry. maybe its because of some personal proble too.
sometimes i feel that being all alone by myself is the best. no worries. no problems.

18 more days to o'level. i don't have the confidence at all. i'm afraid. how i wish i don't need to take o'level it's like about 2 weeks left only. i've lost all my confidence level in the prelims already. who can boost my confidence level. who can i talk to about all the problems i have? and i got 20 for L1R4. what course can i go with this marks. how i wish i can turn the time back. i would really study very hard. i seriously regret why i didn't listen in class during the past and kept on slacking. it's all my fault. and i'm the one to be blame and no one else. i'm dissappointed in myself. i've let myself down. =( i wanna break down now. i can't take it anymore. i'm soo useless. i want to give up. but can i do so? is it the best choice for myself? i'm confuse. urgh! why is being a person soo tiring.

busy week

2008-10-01T12:03:00.008+08:00

here to have a quick post as i'll be meeting vaness and the rest at mac to study later.

on mon, school was as per normal but during eng lesson we had an eng course by mr barton. he's very funny and fun. and in the early morning just right before lesson starts, i get suan by ms zaleha to not be dramatic. urgh! i'm not lo. its giving vanessa moral support can. humph. somemore is the start of the week lei. after school, went to kfc to study. was bullied by those evil friends of mine. they are EVON,VANESSA,SHERMEEN and lastly SHARON. they are the BIG BULLIES!humph. especially EVON YOUW! 4 person versus 1 person. how to win?

on tues, the malays were allowed to leave at 10.30am. after that, we had an eng course. today is by margaret. and i got suan by her can. somemore in front of the class. and they were like laughing at me. sooo malu. she actually wanted to take my booklet already. so since i didn't write anything, i told her that i haven't write and she said:"i didn't even want to take your booklet" awww.

after school, went to celebrate pearcesley 13th birthday with biantai family except pris. played basketball again until about 7.30 then went home. played with BIANTAI, ronney,and his 'xiao ke ai' (we don't know what's the boy's name and he gave him this name),kiat wee,jon pong,cheng wei,wei sian,leong wei. i forgot still got who le. anw had a lot of fun during the last match. it was sooo funny.

And i'm here to wish all my malay friends a SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

BIANTAI family! love them lots~jianyous!

pictures

2008-09-27T19:32:00.007+08:00

Biantai-ians except shermeen celebrating han lin birthday

pris and han lin

han lin and evon

me and han lin

sharon and han lin

sharon and me

everytime take photo with sharon using my handphone,it will turn blue colour. sharon said she's a ghost thats why.haha

vaness and me

evon and me

sharon and pearcesley

pearcesley and evon

pearcesley and me

vaness and pearcesley

kiat wee and evon
choon kiat extra

pris and sharon

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xiong sheng birthday cake
isn't it nice?

xiong sheng

si kai,xiong, and xiong sheng friend

don't know what thing is this but its like a cigaratte can smoke one.
indian cigar

the same thing

chee leong puffing it

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took vaness secretly when i went to her house to study today then after that went to mac

the pictures will do the talking~

lousy week

2008-09-26T18:22:00.006+08:00

overall, i'm NOT at all satisfied with my prelim marks. i know that i need to work really extra hard. but where is the motivation? i always said that i will start studying tomorrow but where is the tomorrow? i don't feel the motivation. someone motivate me. PLEASE! i can't carry on like that. i'll be really dead if i am going on in this manner. the excuse i always give myself is that i don't have enough time and i also have to sleep early so that i will have the energy to carry on tomorrow. sometimes i really am afraid that what wen su said might really come true because he is not the only person who said that. some others did said that to me before. i know that they are just joking with me. but i kept feeling that it's going to be the reality. this week is a really exhausting week. i think the next 2 weeks will be the same. and from next thurs onwards till the last day i need to go to school, i'll be having e-maths course which will last from 2.30-5.30.isn't it tiring? and there will still be an eng one too. oh my god!

this week has not been a good one for me. i'll try to make next week a much better one. i make it a much more useful week then this week.my energy is drain to the very last bit already. i'm super tired.

on mon,22 sep was Xiong Sheng birthday. wishing you a HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY!=)

on thurs,25 sep was Han Lin birthday. wishing you a HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY!=)

will upload the pics for their both birthday when i load it into my com.

left another 24 more days to o'level. its coming nearer. i'm scared. i'm stress. i don't want to do as badly as my prelim. i have no confidence to do well. i'm frightened by my prelim papers and marks already. all my confidence in everything had gone to 0. how hard i study for my both sciences i still didn't manage to get a good grade. should i consider dropping to combine science at this period of time or should i just continue? should i drop a.maths too? i'm confuse. i'm really tired of all this kind of thing. how i wish i could always stay as a toddler. no worries,stress and everything. just eat, play and sleep. how peaceful.

HOW I WISH I COULD BE A TODDLER AGAIN.

slacking

2008-09-21T21:00:00.004+08:00

I've not been studying during the weekends as i think that i need a little break after prelim. So from tomorrow onwards, i'll start studying and chionging like crazy. Anyone want to go study together? Has been slacking and watching tv other than touching any books. Now i have to finish my english homework and that's it for my weekend. I PROMISE i will study super hard from tomorrow! People if you see me slacking, please remind me my promise.

Today wanted to go catch a movie with my cousin but we were late for it so in the end we didn't watch. So went to pastamania to eat.

about me

2008-09-21T17:05:00.002+08:00

was bored so went to do this test. saw it from sing yee's blog.also quite true.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

about me

2008-09-21T03:00:00.005+08:00

As i'm still wide awake now, and feeling rather bored, i went to do the handwriting test. Saw it from shermeen's blog. the things that they say are quite true so decided to blog it.

Cherie uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Cherie does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Cherie will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Cherie is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

Cherie tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Cherie writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Cherie will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

Cherie is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Cherie will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Cherie is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Cherie learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.
Cherie is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Cherie is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Cherie basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Cherie has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Cherie fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Cherie has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life.

The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Cherie seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action.

Cherie seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Cherie on a team, because Cherie will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Cherie if she is not careful.

results

2008-09-19T20:21:00.005+08:00

yesterday went back to school to receive some of my results. was not very happy with my it. i think i need to buck up already. even though its better than mock exam, but its not still not good.

In the morning, we were told that our prom night will be held at downtown east and i heard a lot of people saying that they don't want to go already if it is really held there. After that went to canteen, get some nagging from mdm saleha as our results are atrocious. then it was chemistry,e-maths, then a-maths.

eng paper 1 section 1:16/30
2:21/30

was quite nervous when mdm saleha was reading everyone's marks out.phew. luckily i passed. was happy for section 2 but not 1. a normal person will also feel the same thing la.

chemistry paper 1:30/40

miss zaleha said:"ok not bad" then after a few seconds she said:"ONLY paper 1 ah. ONLY paper 1. ONLY paper 1 only ah." she repeated it like 3 times lo. means that my paper 2 is super badly done. i'm afraid to receive it back.

E.maths paper 1:61/80
2:57.5/100
Overall: B3. Today had some changed so its still the same grade but higher.
Haiz. I'm soo sorry mr tan. i will try my super best to get an A for O'level. He expected an A from me. he was like:"CHERIE! What happen?" haiz. i know i did badly. was a little careless. and my paper 2 10 marks! my heart soo pain la. soo wasted. yes,as what mr tan said, treat it as a lesson learnt. haiz. i'm soo stupid!

yesterday's result was not that bad.

and today received my physics. totally disappointed. i got a C6! haiz. i studied so hard for it can. i expected a B at least. i might put too much hope on it. but i'm trying super hard to score for my both sciences and maths as this are the only subject which i have to score. as the others are a little hopeless except english. paper 1 was ok but paper 2 was super badly done.

mother tongue had D7. it's expected one.
paper1 section 1:12/20
2:33/50
paper2:16/70. yes, its horrible

Mon going to receive all the rest of the subject.

had fun playing basketball yesterday and today. yesterday, played with Biantais,Han Lin,Jun Quan, Wen Su,Jian Xin,Kiat Wee, Tiffany,Kok Soon, Alan,Pearcesley,Min Ning and one more guy but i don't know his name. played full court. had lots of fun. rarely play full court.

today played with Biantais, Min Ning, Wei Sian, Leong Wei, and don't know who is the other guy and Kiat Wee. haha. sooo FUN! haiz. but i can't play basketball already until i finish my O'level. sad. because i had to study very hard for my O'level! Jia you! also went cycling with sharon.its so fun.

I MUST work hard! this is my new aim and will!

left with 31 days to O'level. scary.

photos~

2008-09-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

As promised, the photos for the class outing=)

prelims are over=)

2008-09-17T19:20:00.004+08:00

finally,i've finished my examinations yesterday. today need not go to school because i've no exams!=) early morning went for piano lessons. after that, i'm still not sure if i want to go for music. but in the end, being a GOOD girl, i went. hehe. teachers kept on saying about the practical examination. i hear until i become very nervous. there will be like about 6-10 people in the examination room staring at you play. wouldn't it be soo scary? still gt video cam! oh my god. got back my prelim result for music. as usual its a fail=(

yesterday, after exams, went to play basketball. its FUN!
mon had a.maths p1. it was quite difficult.
tued was a.maths p2. it was easier than p1 but as i was a lazy, i didn't memorise some things. i seriously regretted it.

tml, must prepare some tissue paper. and i'll be dead meat. i don't feel like receiving my results.

lastly, must thanks vanessa for helping me in my blogskin=) ty!

prelims

2008-09-12T18:08:00.005+08:00

i can't resist the temptation of my computer as its just right in front of me everyday when i'm studying. finally, i've finished almost all my exams. left 1 more paper which is a.maths. giving myself a little break today. i've got to study during the weekend again. i'm quite happy. but when the results are back... i'm dead meat! i don't dare to take my results. but i did study. i've been studying till about 12-1 in the night everyday and waking up around 5-6 in the morning. which means its only about 4-6hours of sleep only. finally, today i can sleep early. i'm super lack of sleep. almost going to be a panda bear already.

study break from 1 month left only about 9 days. our study break will start on 10october.
there's advantage and disadvantage. the advantage is that we won't be slacking when we're at home and at least we can practice more in school. if we're in doubt, there will be the teachers to help. and the best thing is, i'm still able to study in my classroom with my FRIENDS! however, the disadvantage is we have lesser time to revise our work as we'll be tired after school. and had to study like the whole day. ok. i feel like i'm doing history. hehe.

played a game of basketball with biantais today. feel soo good. venting all my stress away.

mon had emaths paper 1. was able to handle
tues was history. the seq was fine as what i've studied had came out=)sbq was a killer
wed was emaths paper 2. sort of a killer also. i have no confidence.
thurs had physics. paper 1 was very tricky. paper 2 was ok
today had chemistry. paper 1 was tricky but can do. paper 2 is equal to killing me.
nxt mon and tues will be amaths. i think the paper won't turn out to be very friendly. and the setter is mr ang ks. which means i finish already. i must chiong my amaths. must aim for at least a c6 or c5.

will be having normal lessons from thurs onwards. i've plan to give myself a little treat after the prelims for studying but i've not think of what to treat myself. any got suggestion?

37 more days to my super scary day=(

time is running soo fast. everything seems to be like yesterday.

tsunami?

2008-09-07T14:36:00.004+08:00

yesterday went out with my family to east coast beach. we celebrated early mooncake festival there. the weather was fine at first. it was cooling because of the sea breeze. when suddenly at around 8, the wind became sooo strong. it's like tsunami is coming. it's sooo big that things were starting to fly. and at that time, i was setting the fire to start the barbeque. the wind was soo big that makes the fire big also. and soon the rain starts to pour. all my little cousins were sooo scared and they were saying tsunami is coming and they want to go home. haha. singapore where got tsunami?lol. we use the mat to cover us from the strong wind and rain. we were standing there for about 30 minutes if i'm not wrong. luckily we manage to occupy a shelter when we came. or else we will be drenched. it was sooo cold and most of us were like shivering. after that the wind gets smaller but it still continue to rain. start to barbeque the food. i was the chef. haha. see i can cook! and the food is edible=) around 11+ started packing up and went home. as there were not enough umbrella, some of us had to walk under the rain and the rain water was sooo cold. hopefully wo. and i think won't be blogging till then.n't get sick as next week is prelim week.

will upload photos when i'm free. probably next tues or wed night

class outing

2008-09-05T19:44:00.004+08:00

today as usual, went to school to study. actually meeting vaness at 8 but the both of us was late so we met at 8.15. we were naughty as what the security guard says because we wore slippers again to school. haha. don't want wear shoe as it is very uncomfortable and had to go out with li mama and jiang mama in the afternoon and i'm not going home to change.=) studied till 9.30 and went for english remedial. after that, continue studying at the canteen and wait for li mama at the same time. after that went to swensens for lunch and also a farewell party for li mama. we treat li mama and jiang mama eat=) took photos too. will upload when evon sent to me. and by the way li mama is my god mama.haha. and jiang mama is sitll my mama. after that went to central park to play a few match of basketball. all of us went there but the boys played their game and we played our girls game=)

as usual, we went out and yes, i get suan by sharon again=( sharon. i will surely take revenge hor! don't burn for u grasshopper ah. hehe.

and i WILL miss god mama de. haiz, can't send her off=(

haiz. this whole week is already almost finishing and i've only been studying chemistry and more chemistry. and i still haven finish. still gt 7 more chapters to go. urgh. chemistry have 27 chapters in total and physics have 22 chapters in total. sooo much. i still gt history to study-USSR and Germany. which is a lot a lot a lot to memorise=( E.maths, i've only done the june cambridge paper. and e.maths exam is this mon! ahhh. i really need to work realy fast. left 2 more days to prelim. i'm not metally and physically prepared.

friends are the best, cherish them

2008-09-03T19:39:00.004+08:00

went to school to study with vanessa. i didn't hit my aim of how much i want to study for the past 2 days but i think i can hit my aim today!yay=) met up with li mama. talk talk a little to her. went to kfc after that with shermeen,vanessa,sharon,evon,hui qi. eat and studied a little. i was suan by them=(

but seriously i don't mind being suan by them everyday as long as we can always be together. i love the time when we always crap,suan people,talk. we all will always be laughing like crazy people. even bullying each other is fun=) but soon, it might be difficult already. haiz.

rain rain rain

2008-09-02T17:48:00.002+08:00

its raining again. this few days had been raining and raining. it's soo nice to sleep. but i can't. i had to study. urgh. how i envy those who are not taking their major examination this year. haiz. went back to school to study with vaness. we wore slippers to school and the security guard told us to avoid OM Tan or else will get scolding. so we were like playing hide and seek lo. soo funny. then met up with mr tan this morning. asked him to mark my paper for me. he let me see his video which he had made it for his daughter in his phone. sooo cute la. and some of the photo are quite funny. hehe. i'm bad. his phone have some children songs and i was laughing at it. aha. after that celebrated for hui rong her birthday. we sang the song in the library due to the N'level examination. first time celebrated birthday in the library. after that continue studying then went to cs to eat pasta as vanessa has been craving for pasta. and home we go.

i'm bored. i feel like stopping a while to rest. i can't take it studying non-stop. i'm not someone who is a study freak. i can't sit still after a period of time. and this time its like once you're home, you have to take out your books, sit in front of the study table and start studying without any rest until lunch or dinner. or esle you won't be able to make it to study finish. i hate this kind of thing. but because i'm always doing thing last minute, i had no choice but to do it. but at least it's one week before. better than last time, i always study the day before and i always can't finish studying.=( haiz.

suddenly i want to go back to be a toddler. no worries. no stress. no nothing. just to play play and play even more. and can sing: rain, rain, go away, come again another day. little children want to play. rain, rain, go away.=)

study?

2008-09-01T18:30:00.005+08:00

Firstly, on this very special day, i would like to wish a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to Li mama, Jiang mama, Ms Zaleha, Mr Ivan Tan, Mdm Saleha, Mrs Sharon Tan. and all the teachers in the world!

Next, HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to Ruwaida, Jun Quan, Hui Rong!

studied today.=) yay. was suppose to meet sharon and vanessa at the school main gate this morning to pass up my english homework and to go find li mama chat chat one. but then, because me and sharon was late, in the end we didn't go. met vaness and went to evon's house the coffee shop there to meet evon and sharon and went to evon's house to see some part of the video. then off the ntuc to buy lunch and tidbits and to my house to study. i wanted to study chemistry but the mood was not there and therfore i did some e.maths questions. and after that went to central park play basketball. as my hand had a cut while i was studying, i did not put plaster and now the wound is dirty because of the ball. haiz.

note: Sharon love the singer grasshopper. when she saw that my mum had the disk, she went super high because she wanted to listen and when she listen to it,she was DANCING! she was super high at that time. haha. and i promised her to burn the disc for her for her birthday present. remind me ok? sharon

and vanessa, remind me about ur disney disc also ok?

and i'm going to be emoh enola for another 3 days. i ETAH lonliness. i ETAH home alone. i ETAH darkness! i don't want to be alone.

prelims this coming monday. i'm so stress! i suddenly HATE studying. someone motivate me. i find it soo tiring!

i don't understand why. i still miss going to school soo much and all my teachers.

Pictures~

2008-08-31T12:33:00.016+08:00

there will be lots lots lots of pictures so i'll just let the pictures do the talking for me. all my memories.

The first photo of the day with li mama=)

Me with jiang mama present
the bear is nice to hug but it's BIG!

First time wearing our class tee
It's striking and bright!

Vanessa and me

Me and Shermeen

Kai Lin and me

Wei Ling and me

Jade and me (no supp! hah)

Me and Kai Wei

Ruwaida and me

Sharon and me

Wen Su and me

Julia and me

Priscilia and me

Me and Syahrin

Hafiz and me

Whose tummy is bigger?

Group photos~

Kai Lin,Evon,me

Alien,Monster,Alan and bear bear,Creature,Freak

Bian-tai Family

Evon,Jade
Me,Kai Wei,Sharon,Wei Ling,Kai Lin,Vanessa
Shermeen

Me
Kai Wei,Evon,Li mama,Sharon,Kai Lin
Wei Ling,Jade,Vanessa
Wen Su

Me
Vaness,Sharon,Wei Ling,Kai Wei,Kai Lin
Shermeen

Me,Jade,Vanessa

Evon,Kai Lin,me,Jade,Vanessa

Evon,Kai Lin,me,Vanessa,Priscilia

Pris,Evon
Royston,Sang Wei,Jia Cheng
Me

Me,Kai Lin,Sharon
Evon,Vanessa
Guang Shen and his twin

Evon,Sharon
Vanessa,me

1,2,3,4......Hi 5

Me
Zheng Ming,Xiong Sheng,Darrick,Si Kai

At mac

Do-Re-Mi-Fa.
Where's So?

Emo?

Vanessa,me

Me,Sharon

With my beloved teachers~

Ms Zaleha and me
(she's one of my favourite teacher.)

Me and Li mama
(2nd mama)

Jiang mama and me
(1st mama)

Me and Ms Su
(said to be my private tutor.hehe)

Zaleha

Mrs Sharon Tan

Mdm Saleha

Mr Ryan Tan

Mdm Fara

Jiang mama

Mrs Oh

class photo=)

4E4'08 rawkz!

teacher's day celebration

2008-08-30T13:55:00.004+08:00

this post is going to be long as it will be very memorable to me. yesterday had teacher's day celebration in school. its was fun fun fun. but also sad sad sad. haha. had the chance to wear the class tee throughout the concert even tough it was not allowed. heh=)

in the morning we had the workout. soo meaningless. then after that was games time. it was teacher versus student. the games consist of captain ball,basketball and soccer. and our class participated in all 3 games. see we are SPORTY! but i did not participate la.haha. me and vanessa wanted to join the basketball one but it was only for guys. aww. so sad. but it's ok. see the rest play. after that was BIG BREAKFAST. i was a kind soul. i help li mama go take her class tee from her desk. celebrated teacher's day cum ruwaida and jun quan birthday. and BENNY TAN came back! i soo miss benny. but didn't get a chance to talk to him. after that, we had a class photo. finally.

then went to hall to watch the concert. we asked jiang mama and li mama to sit with us. we were sooo high. caz it was our last year. and most of the performers were from the graduating class. and ms zaleha had the most caring teacher award=) yay.but half way through the concert, jiang mama had a slight fever. she went to rest. soo sad. after that, chair person need to give a scrap book which every class had to make for their form teacher to form and co form teacher. so zi yun went to give it to li mama. she was touched by us. haha. once she received it, she started looking at it. at first i was strong. i told myself not to cry. but when the rest kept telling her that she didn't she a page, sitting in front of her, i help her turn to that page. when i see her face, i cannot take it and my tears started to roll down and some more kai wei and sharon were already crying. li mama also cried while seeing the book. me and vaness hug her and she was telling us to work hard and everything. she hugged soo tight. can feel that she really also don't wish to leave us. i sooo miss her. i don't want her to go back china. then all the other teachers kept taking photo when we hugged her and cry. soo embarrassing can. slowly the whole class also came to hug her.our class was emotional. i think qutie a few of us cried. then she was invited to go up on stage to say a few words. our class stood up and told her we love her but the words just can't come out of my mouth. i was afraid that when i say that, i will start crying but even though i didn't say, when i sat down, my tears still start to roll down again. after that gave her a card. and the hp numbers of everyone in class which she wants me to write for her. i love li mama.

after that, went to find mdm saleha to give her a card. she gave me and vaness a hug. her hus was also very tight. she told us that now, she can't do anything already. just to pray for us that we all can do well. and she was telling us to work hard. i was touch by her words. my tears again wanted to roll down. but was stopped by me.

then went to find jiang mama. she was fooled by amos. soo funny. amos went to wrap an unbrella which was borrowed by evon a few days ago as a present for her. she took 6 minutes to open up everything. so u can imagine how thick he wrap. he somemore put soo much scotch tape. but in the end, her actual present was the big big big bear. took some photos. i love jiang mama.

went to find ms zaleha, mrs sharon tan, mr ivan tan, ms neo. saw si kai, xiong sheng, darrick, zheng ming.took a picture with them.

gave ms zaleha her present and a card. hug her. her hug was also very tight. took photo with her too. i soo love her. she's the best teacher. she also told me to study hard and everything.

then went to give mr tan his present and card. he's superb man. he never show his temper before. but he was busy so didn't get a change to take a picture with him. aww. heard that he was rushing to prepare himself for the high tea. all the teachers were going for high tea at millenia hotel i think.

then saw mrs sharon tan. gave her a card. took group photo with her. as usual, she always suan people. but she's very caring.

then went into staff room to find ms neo to give her the card. then had a chat with li mama and jiang mama. li mama showed us her wedding photos and her baby photos. soo nice. then jiang mama was guessing how much her present cost. soo funny lo. then took a photo with mrs oh. hahaha.

after that went to mac to have lunch. took photos there too. had a lot of photos today. sweet memories.

i will surely miss LI MAMA. take good care of yourself ok?

i will also miss MS ZALEHA,MR TAN,MDM SALEHA,MRS TAN,and not forgeting my JIANG MAMA!

ms zaleha fair enough and her milo
mr tan kind heart
mdm saleha jokes
mrs tan sacarsm
jiang mama tsk and ok好.

this is what they always say or do! they are ALL very caring and conern for us. I LOVE THEM!

i HATE the feeling of parting. i don't want to leave junyuan. i miss everyone. but there's sure a time when people will part.haiz.

will upload the photos once i get the rest from evon and shermeen.

my sojourn in JYSS is ending sooo soon!

2008-08-25T19:35:00.003+08:00

this is my last week of school already. and after this week, i don't think i will have the chance to go back to school and have normal lessons like now anymore.i think i will miss everyone in school. i will miss my teachers,friends and everyone. The happiness i have in school is still the best. This friday will be the last celebration i have in this school which is Teacher's Day. So i'm going to thank all my teachers no matter how much i dislike them in the past as they have change me into a better person. I suddenly wish that i can turn back time. i want to go back to my sec2 life with 2e3'06. i simply love every single one of them.or even my sec 3 life with 3e4'07. i'm starting to miss secondary school life. i still remember the day when i first enter sec 1. i was soo reluctant to go to school. but now i'm reluctant to leave this school. my sojourn in Junyuan will be ending sooo soon. but i wil surely come back to school when i leave as an alumni to visit all my beloved teachers.

teacher's day is this friday and i think i am going to say a big big big thank you to all the teachers who have taught me. and i'm going to make something special with vanessa to give it to all my teachers who have taught me this year. it's a secret so shhhh. cannot say. haha.

ok. enough of missing school and present. i seriously don't know what the world is changing into. i can't keep up. things had not been going so smoothly for me this few weeks. maybe its my fault. if i've offend anyone of you or made you unhappy with me or have done something which hurt you badly during my 4 years in this school I"M TRULY VERY SORRY. please forgive me. i don't hope to strain any frienship when i leave this school. i want to leave happily without any enemy.

feeling the stress getting nearer and nearer. its like less than 2 months to my big day the O level and... i haven't start any revision. and prelim is just when school reopen. i am soo going to work super duper uper hard. i must hit my target! jia you cherie! i believe i can do it!

is giving a helping hand wrong?

exams are coming nearer

2008-08-23T19:42:00.005+08:00

knew my mother tongue result a few weeks ago but did not have the time to blog. i got a C6. yeah. was quite happy and unhappy. happy is because i expect to fail for my mother tongue but luckily i passed. unhappy because i still need to retake. haiz. mummy say can don't retake provided that i do well for my music which is erm... cannot be lo.

finished 4 paper of prelim. eng was fine. mother tongue was soo difficult! and ss was eww. i lost 12 marks as i don't know what to write for one of the essay.and my SBQ was soo horribly done. unless i'm lucky enough to do well for my SBQ or else i no need to think of passing the paper already. i hope i can pass. music was fine for the first part but i don't know what to write for the escond part which consist of 35 marks. which paper i can pass for my prelim? i don't know.i don't have any confidence. how to pass during o'level?

today went to tm with vaness and evon to make the class tee. had lots of fun. the auntie very funny.

i've learnt how to be optimistic. and not to trust people so easily.

*always look on the bright side of life

about 60 more days to o'level. i'm feeling more stress up.

national day celebration

2008-08-09T13:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday was national day celebration cum 10th speech day. joined the band for the parade because of two reasons. first is that i don't need to go for the recycling campaign. second is because i owe hafiz and ruwaida. so now we're quits. haha. after that went to see the concert but left with only the modern dance performance but i wanted to watch modern dance only la. so just on time. watch finish and was slacking at the hall as i had nothing to do. i did not purchase the funfair coupon as it was a waste of $$. so i didn't even enter the funfair. after the concert was mrs oh speech. after that i went down and i saw benny tan! he was still the same as usual with his big big nose.hehe. i'm bad. and saw mrs quek. she become beautiful.she rebonded her hair. and look younger. i soo miss the both of them.

after celebration, went to tm to walk walk with bian tais. my leg was sooo sooo pain. then after that meet up with chee leong and justin to buy khiam cheong birthday present. celebrated for him his birthday. happy 20th bithday in advance!

now left with 6 more day to prelim. less than a week and i think about 70+ days to o'level.oh my god.

Is giving up the best way to solve problems?

2008-08-03T13:51:00.003+08:00

this week was normal. just that had test test and more test. went back for band for rehearsal for speech day cum national day. i don't know whether i want to join a not? they are just playing 2 short pieces. fanfare and slow march. don't know if there will be any changes next week. and the school said that it will be a very very "GRAND" one. i don't think its true. the contigents never even march in or even out. what is the point of standing there only? might as well just like them march. that will be much better. was asking mrs lim why the band only play 2 pieces. and she said "the contigent never even march in and out. what you expect." which is quite true la.

sometimes i was thinking of giving up everything. i don't know is it because of the stress or what? i feel so hopeless. and nobody can help. and sometimes i think avoiding is the best way. just wait till the problem comes then just try to solve it. but will it be able to work?

busy

2008-07-26T17:20:00.003+08:00

23/7/08
had my mock music prelim. was so so. i don't think i can score well. some things i study but when i reach there i forget. haiz.but some did not study finish. hope i can get a C5 or even better a B4.

24/7/08
had english oral exam. i did quite badly as i was very nervous at that time. mrs shankar was our examiner. she was very friendly. but i was still scared. hehe. don't know why. when i see her, my hand turn soo cold. after the exam, mrs shankar asked me
mrs shankar: "are you very nervous?"
me: "yeah"
mrs shankar: "oh gosh"

now its only our school teacher. when its during the o'level, its 2 teacher and they are not from our school. oh my god!

after that, went to see the teachers playing soccer. junyuan vs holy innocent. the points were 1-3 respectively. but it was a good game. i want to watch again next week. anyone want to accompany me?hehe.

after that went for violin lesson and then a.maths.

25/7/08
was a normal day. but had 2 test. physics and e.maths. was fine.can pass. but i don't think will be very well. because the day before i had not much time to study as i reached home, it was already 10. had to finish my home work and study for physics and e.maths.

night, went for night study with vaness. she went home first. after that went home.

26/7/08
went out with evon to find the class tee design shop. the shirts were quite expensive.the first shop was $26 and the second shop at tm was $20.50

i think left about 23 days to prelim and 80+ days to o'level.oh my god!this week was quite a busy one. test test and more test. the following will still be the same.

sleepy

2008-07-19T17:56:00.004+08:00

this morning went to tkgs to do my coursework. i was soo tired. i can't think of anything but only to sleep. but no choice, just have to force myself to think of something.i kept yawning non-stop. tired tired. then went to meet vanessa to study. but i was too tired to study so didn't do much. was about to go home when it started raining heavily so we walk around to kill time and after 1 hour is stopped.

having my music o'level prelim this coming wednesday. can i finish studying? i don't have any confident at all.its alot alot alot to memorise and study. haiz. all the best to me.

why is it soo difficult to forget something?

pictures!

2008-07-18T19:30:00.013+08:00

uploading those pictures taken last few weeks and as promised.

Stanley and his papa for his 1 yearr old birthday party

my other little cousins:

Keane(the naughty boy)

Kai Ting( i love her lots)

Kai Jun( the another naughty boy who loves to bully ah ma)

Chloe( cousin's daughter)

NBC'08

percussionist at NBC performing

oh no. the video for NBC cannot be uploaded. so if you want to see just leave me a tag to send you.
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school were normal. just that the days to O level is getting nearer! i think its 95 more days if i'm not wrong. prelim schedule were out already. english will be starting on the 15 August, MT and SS will be on the 22 August and the rest will be after the September holidays from 8-17 September.not much time left to study. i'm stressed with school work.and i just simply hate it! but no choice. can't avoid it anyway.what am i going to do?

yesterday, was talking to Vanessa on the way to kfc and i created a new equation which is:

tan +tok=tong

hehe. very long to explain. if you really want to know why then come fine me and ask me.

after school had sciences remedial. during chemistry remedial, went back to band to slack. because i can't concentrate when i'm in the ava room and the teachers don't teach. they just let us do our work. might as well i go home and do. so, since i can't concentrate, i didn't do.=) and the teachers only teach when its time to go home.zzz. i was bored so went over to the band store and was chit chatting with silvia. then as miss zaleha was teaching the sub chemistry people at the music room. the band members could not fall in so they sat at the band store room. then when farhana wanted to open the door, i had to quickly hide behind the door just not to bee seen by her or i'll be dead meat.then after awhile, i wanted to go back to the ava room as i went out quite long already. was walking back when i saw a sam and his gang standing outside the music room as they were dismissed. i stop half way and ask sam if miss zaleha is there talking to them and he said yes. so i ran back to band store. phew. thanks sam. u saved my life or else i would have walk pass and......finish. then i was peeping from the band store and saw she stop outside the ava room outside. luckily she didn't go in. but i saw her looking towards the band store and not sure if she see me. but nevermind. nothing happened. so when she walk away. i ran back to the ava room. phew.

after chemistry, went back to band. percussion is in a mess. not the place but the way they organize themselves. so help a little in distributing then was a little late for physics. but when u went to class, i was early. ms neo wasn't there yet. only jia wei was in the class. physic pass by very very long. and i was super super super tired. after that went to band to help the juniors. see, i'm such a good good senior. i'm sooo tired but i still went back.=)

tomorrow, might be going studying with vaness.

NBC

2008-07-13T13:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to see the juniors and some sec 4s performing for their National Band Competition which is also know as NBC at Victoria Concert Hall. manage to maintain a SILVER. good job! took some pictures of them and video one of their songs. they played Marsch and Wind of Poseidon.actually i regret a little for not joining as there is grand piano there and WOP had piano score which means if i join, i would have a chance to play on the grand piano! my first time playing on the grand piano and i ruin it. who to blame? not anyone but myself!=( but because last time we had our SYF at Singapore Conference Hall and i only had a chance to use the normal piano.

saw some other bands played also. some were really good. and after that stayed back for the 1st division to see. heard that for the 1st division, out of 5 band only 2 get gold. its temasak poly and Tanjong Katong Girls.wow.after that went to see fireworks as there is a national day rehearsal for all primary 5 students in singapore. then went to lau pa sat eat. after that went to esplanade there to sit and chat. nice place. its soo windy there.

will upload the photos and video some other days.

time is running out.

2008-07-08T21:11:00.003+08:00

saturday went for my little cousin's 1 year old birthday. will upload some photos when i'm free. it's like a kiddy party and all the kids are running around. phew. scary. later bang them down. but how i wish i could become a small kid running around again. without any worries, trouble,problem. when you want to cry just cry, when you want to laugh just laugh.

today went to school and teachers were all like telling us no more time left already. firstly, mdm fara said that we had left with 3 more weeks to prelim. followed by mdm saleha scolding us because we are not serious at all. then miss zaleha said that she had 12 hours left with us for revision before prelim. its like oh my god. everything is zooming soo fast. i don't have enough time to use. i'm scared.

an night went for night study. i was a little quiet because need to concentrate. if all of us start to talk then we no need to do any work already. was quite happy with myself today. because i did the most work out of all during the night study. and i was a bit worried that i'm lack of time for revision. 3 more weeks only. with 9 subjects to study. how to make it? regret not studying early is also useless already. now i have to just try my best to do everything within 3 weeks. and 104 days to O level!

all the way cherie~!

busy day

2008-07-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

school was normal. except today was early youth day. had free ice cream from school. surprising right? went around asking from teachers for present. ms neo gave us a mini mentos and a chocolate. miss zaleha gave me 2 sweets.haha. all snacks. mr tan was soo funny. i asked him for present while he was on the way going to our class for lessons then he said:
mr tan: "sweets can anot?"
me: "can... why cannot?"
mr tan: " very small sweets only lei?"
me: "can.can."
mr tan: "ok. wait ah. i go back staff room to take."
me: "no need la.joking with you only la"

he's soo easy to bluff. haha

mr tan went up first while i followed miss zaleha go see the badge in her staff room. then ran back to class because i was 15 miuntes late already so while i was on my way up to class, heard a very very loud "BOMB" sound. i jump up. i think the whole school could hear it. as there is people having their recess trying to see what is happening. which is quite far from the bomb place. then when i nearly reach class that time, another "BOMB" went off again. everyone came out of class to see what is happening. then after quite a long while, another much softer bomb went off.

after school had chemistry lesson. then went to find miss zaleha to ask her teach me the physics thing. i was late for piano lesson already so she said walk and talk. then she gave me a lift to fp there. thanks for the ride or else i think i will be late for lesson already.thanks again.

after piano went back to school for night study and went with vanessa and von to central park basketball court to find the boys brigade boys. pris came after that. played match with them. and home i go. i'm hungry! didn't have the time to eat for lunch and dinner. and now i'm too tired to make my dinner after the game.=(

my mother tongue oral exam

2008-07-02T20:47:00.003+08:00

ok.todays going to be a short one. many homeworks waiting for me

i think i flunk my oral today. when the teachers ask me the questions during the conversation part, i was tongue tied. but did say some things out after that. follow the steps teacher teaches. firstly,reason. then consequences followed by suggestion. but all say about 1-2 points. but the teacher only ask me 1 question. is it a good thing or bad thing? the reading part i also got about 5 words cannot read. oh my god.finish already. don't want think le. but thanks to jun quan, kai wei, darrick and jian xin for cracking some jokes and talking some funny things to make me laugh so that i won't be that nervous. especially jun quan.

anyway, all the best to those taking oral today. jia you.

my most unlucky day

2008-06-30T21:03:00.004+08:00

everything was normal in the morning, had mother tongue lesson going through some oral topics, followed by physics then chemistry. had a test on ammonia and air. i think i will flunk the paper as i don't understand what i'm studying. after recess had history and was on my way to the music room when suddenly shermeen and the rest were walking back. so i was outside 4e2's classroom and was asking kai wei why everyone was walking back to class and she told me that ms ross said go back to class for lesson when suddenly gerald came from my back and shouted "BOO". i scream "AHH" soo loudly that i think the 4e2 all looked out of the classroom at me. opps. i'm sorry 4e2 for disturbing your lesson. i didn't meant to shout but its human reaction. all because of gerald. i didn't know he was behind me. i didn't dare to turn back and look at 4e2. haha. soo ma lu. went back to class and asked kai wei who was the teacher inside and she said it was miss zaleha. opps i'm sorry again for disrupting your lesson.=(

after that, during history lesson, i sat with jade. and i told her luckily the teacher inside 4e2 was not mrs oh or else i'll be dead meat. and she went like. if its mrs oh, then she will ask you to scream in standard english -_- then jade said, then if you want to laugh hehe or haha must say laugh laugh. then if you want to cry, cannot say boo hoo hoo, must say cry cry. so lame can. after history went to find mdm lee about the NE Quiz thing and jade accompanied me. thanks.

on our way back to class, we saw ms ross and said goodbye to miss ross. then i told jade, cannot say goodbye, must say salutations. and we both burst out into laughter which is again outside 4e2 classroom. and evon was asking us to keep quiet. i guess they must have turn and look at us again. oh my god. i really have no face to look at 4e2 people already.

after that was english, didn't do much. and after that, its a.maths. mrs tan was saying go burn your book and drink the water then maybe can memorise all the things in it. this is always what i tell people when they said that they need to memorise things because band always says that when we need to memorise scores. the minute she said that i started laughing because like say the same thing as wat i always say what. then i kept laughing non-stop. friends said that i'm crazy.i'm super hyper today.

afther school went to do NE quiz. it was quite lame but fun once you know how to play. then went to kfc. anyways,thanks evon,sharon,min ning for accompanying me. when i was at kfc, suddenly vaness came over and push me then i scream again. the couple sitting at the corner was like "tsk". vaness thanks to you, i did another ma lu thing.

after mugging, went home and to tuition. wanted to go toilet with vaness to slack a little. so was walking out of the room when i hit the marker and it dropped on the floor. so clumsy. and when i was opening the door to go in, the teacher was don't know doing what action standing behind the door and i nearly hit him. luckily didn't open with much strength or else he will be pancake. then i step back a little then when he moved away then i went in. urgh.

today did like got 5 embarrassing,clumsy things. no face see people. don't want go out already.

after tuition went to bubble tea shop and home we go.saw khai on the way and they still don't want to tell me what happened to my highlighter. big bully!humph.

during tuition, saw 2 quite interesting phrase:
1. When the night seems to be its darkest, it means the sun will soon rise up. Press on... Don't give up!
2. Our thoughts and imagination are the only real limits to our possibilities.

quite meaningful right?

haiz. mother tongue oral this coming wednesday, i don't evern know if i'm prepared for it. no confident at all=( scared! i'm left with 2 more days.

have to go complete homeworks already. owe teachers too many. bye

why the basketball kept aiming me?

2008-06-28T18:36:00.003+08:00

went for piano and after that went to tampines mall to meet evon,shermeen and cherie(shermeen sister). went to popular to buy some stuff. i bought a file and the physics book which ms neo wanted us to buy. went to read some kiddy chinese storybook. some of the words is sooo difficult. and its for kiddy? oh my god. my chinese oral is coming and i can't even read a kiddy book. die already. wish me luck everyone! and i did something super duper embarrassing at the popular and everyone at the popular looked at me. evon! you are not allowed to tell anyone k? shh. everytime i did stupid things or embarrassing things you are always with me one. urgh.

after that went to basketball court play. don't know why today kept giving the ball hit. urgh! twice you know! and two times the ball nearly hit me. i don't want to play basketball anymore!the others never get hit. the ball only aim me. not fair!

long tired week

2008-06-27T21:26:00.004+08:00

the week was fine.but i felt that this week is just sooo long. it takes a long time before friday night came. and finally its here.=) maybe because its the first week of school. and the day is super long.

enough of tiredness. today went to school as normal. did everything as per normal. after school went to macdonald to chat chat with sharon,vaness,von and did some oral practice. after that went home. met up with evon around 6 something and went to school for night study. studied with von and khai. did some e.maths questions. the both of them is a BIG BIG BIG BULLY. the both of them kept writing on my paper. and and they both not rawkz. I RAWKZ! and they kept saying i slow. I'M NOT SLOW AT ALL! but i still don't know what they did to my highlighter. they don't want to tell me until monday or tuesday to see how slow am i. humph. i hate them! bullies!

i'm so undecisive. i still can't decide whether i want to go for the exchange programme with the band tomorrow. some people asked me to go while some ask me not to.haiz. just see how things go then.

normal day

2008-06-24T17:57:00.002+08:00

just another normal day in school.

after school wanted to find mdm lee about the NE Quiz. because i can't go. and i've missed soo many times of it as she always put it on wednesday which i have music.can't find her so went to eat sushi. not much money left so didn't eat a proper lunch. went back to school to find miss zaleha as she promised to help me find mdm lee. but unfortuntately, mdm lee is still not in as she have a meeting. so miss zaleha asked me to write a short note to her. i didn't know how to write so she helped me to phrase while i write. was late for e.maths remedial. soo sorry mr tan. bluff mr tan the "fake" bread that jade brought. it looked soo real and have the bread smell. when you touch it also quite soft. so really like bread. but its actually a stress ball. called mr tan to come over to my sit there and gave him the bread saying that we baked it for him and wanted to give him. but he die die also don't want to take. he don't believe us=( but he's clever. haha. the fake bread is soo cute. i love bluffing people.wahaha.

first day of school for semester 2

2008-06-23T21:33:00.008+08:00

morning woke up and saw a cockroach just outside my toilet door. i didn't dare to go in until it left. luckily the roach left quite fast or else i'll be late for school. asked my mum to help me catch it but she just wants to sleep and asked me to do it on my own which was soo eww. i hate cockroaches. soo disgusting. actually is, i hate pests. what a good start of the first day of school seeing a cockroach scaring myelf early in the morning.

first day of school was fine. just that it's a little tiring to study soo long hours. might be because during the holidays i didn't study that long so was not use to it. must try to adjust and change my mindset back to the right track.

first thing in the morning is mrs oh's long long talk about studies and speak good english. and i don't know already. i didn't really listen.heh.

after that is mother tongue lesson. ms li nan told us to learn how to be "变态 " which means pervert in chinese .haha. but she told us another meaning which is 改变态度,状态,心态. change your attitude,situation,mindset. so i want to be pervert.haha. lol. of course is the right way and not the wrong way. hehe. but this is the only thing i listen because the rest of the lesson i felt that she is singing lullaby. i nearly fell asleep. might be too tired already. as i slept quite late the night before and still not use to getting up early. as i always wake up late during the holidays.

then it was physics. the class became sooo small as most of them drop to combine.only 18 people. but very condusive. at last i can figure out wat ms neo is talking all about. and i learn something.yay.after that it was chemistry. went to the ava room because we will be combining class with 4e3 for chemistry from today onwards. but i rather staying in my own cozy class with my classmates studying rather than combining class. i don't really like the feeling of combining class as i am not use to studying with new people. need time to get use to it. but it was soo cold in there and i was shivering. kept rubbing my hands together. so i didn't really listen to the lesson and i don't know what i've learnt for chemistry. need some self studying.oppsy. vanessa was telling me about jumping jack and we were like "o. very long never see people jump already". told miss zaleha and she started this new rule for 4e3. haha. since our class have started it last year. the rule goes like that - those who are called and did not stand up to answer the question will have to do 3 jumping jacks. so must remember to stand up.and its courtesy.haha.

went for recess. then after that had history followed by ss. didn't do much for this 2 subjects. eng, we did oral. unluckily sharon get called and so help her a little in the conversation. then a.maths, mrs tan was not in school so slack for 1 period.

school was over and went to study with sharon,pris,evon,shermeen,vaness. was arguing over a question for soo long but still cannot find the answer to it so had to ask miss zaleha tomorrow. and shermeen starts drawing spongebob and family. was fighting with pris about whether patrick have dots on its body. i said no but she said yes. and shermeen's drawing was erm... i don't want to comment about it.

after that went home and out again for tuition. i understand a little for the physics tuition already. so i think i will be continuing it.

some pictures:

the cheese cake i made. but erm... quite ugly la.

not appetizing

shermeen's spongebob family drawing.hah

for shermeen's information, this is how spongebob and his family look like.=)

go school? want or don't want?

2008-06-22T23:41:00.004+08:00

its almost the next day already in another 20 minutes like that and that means, school reopen day. aww. i don't even know if i want to go back school anot. however, at least i have something useful to do everyday. but this means more work,stress,tired. i must really do my best already. no more sleeping late so that i can concentrate in school the next day except for friday and saturday. must study hard and do well in all tests, exam, and everything i have.jia you to me and everyone~

my new timetable simply eww. i don't believe what i see when i saw it can. hope it will change after a week. soo many 1 period lessons in a day. want me to die of carrying books to school everyday. and its a little weird to have 1 period of that lesson in the morning and 2 period of the same lesson after recess. funny la. i think nobody can take it this kind of timetable for half a year. it's totally so yuckie. so pleasssseeee change the timetable for goodness sake.

just now went to bugis and bought a school bag but more look like a back pack because its quite high. might look weird. but its ok. at least i have a bag. heh. then bought some new clothes too. opps. spend over budget.

anyway, going to sleep soon to recharge my energy for tomorrow to strive all the way. all the best to me. i'm going to fight fight fight and win win win.yeah. so good night.

tired

2008-06-22T17:02:00.004+08:00

tired.tired.tired. i'm just too tired of everything. how i wish everything can just stop. i give up.

still haven't finish my homework. see how tomorrow then. hopefully teachers won't collect tomorrow. and my holidays have ended. its time to strive hard. and might not have time to blog so often already.

later going to buy a new school bag. hopefully can get one.

simply no confident

2008-06-21T19:17:00.006+08:00

just another simple day had passed. nothing much had been done except for more sleeping. maybe later will do some homework. new timetable is out. but i don't like it. almost everything is one period. soo many books to bring. buying new school bag. but don't know when i have the time.

i was thinking this few days. if i really made the right choice continuing pure science. i totally have no confident in myself. i'm afraid i might do badly for pure and ended up affecting my grades. then it will affect my future and lots of things. but pure science is one the the subject that i need. because my mother tongue is a gone case. then my english is not good at all. combine humanities, maybe improving already. but its not a confirm subject that i can score. E-maths, i don't even know whether is it that i'm deproving or the paper is really difficult. but this is the only subject i can score well in. A-maths, i don't even know if i can make it anot. music, i already give up. its soo difficult and nobody just understand it. they think that it's just playing music and thats it. the music studies is really too much. and the time travelling is so tiring. i simply can't take it sometimes but i had no choice but to continue and persevere. so left with my pure sciences. results were quite fine so far till recently. it was horrible. so is taking pure sciences really helping me or killing me? someone tell me. i'm really afraid i take the wrong step. and that's it.it's so scary.who can advice me?

friends kept saying that i'm stressing myself. but this is not what i want too. it will affect your future you know? see how great it is. including the stress given by my surrounding. its really too much sometimes. is not that i don't want to do well. who doesn't want to? i think nobody. everybody also wants to excel.

you always listen to others but do you really know what i feel about it? ok. you say u are concern. but do others know what is the standrards now? they took it sooo long ago. and some information are false. times changes.eveyone thinks that i'm a bookworm who always study once i'm free. but i'm also a human. everyone needs rest time. stop forcing me. i know what i'm doing, what is important for me, and when is the right and wrong time. stop it! everyday i hear the same things. i seriously, truly,really cannot take it anymore. i might go crazy.

pictures:

scenery at the beach at night

chelle,von,me

us again

2 busy days

2008-06-20T18:07:00.010+08:00

this post is going to be super duper uper long as it is a memorable 2 days. a lot of funny,embarrassing,happy things happened. its a fun fun fun 2 days before school reopen.

19 june08

firstly, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO DEERICK! may all your wishes come true and good luck in everything you do=)

morning went too school to meet miss zaleha to go arcade play. i was on time and she's late.heh. called her and she asked me to wait for her about 5 minutes. so i went to the opposite block to sit down. after that she called me and asked if there is any bus that had just pass by. but i was busy playing 'puzzle bobble' how would i know. i wouldn't even notice if someone were to be behind me already, how would i even know if the bus had pass a not. and she said that i'm blur. i'm not ok! just that i'm too engrossed playing with my game! who would sit there and look at every bus that passed by. so she came out and just nice there was a bus at the bus stop and so i pointed it to her. i went over and this is what she told me:
miss zaleha: " cherie, lets take cab. since the bus had just left"

me: "huh? you sure ah?"

miss zaleha: "ya la, then you want to walk there ah?"

me: "can also"

miss zaleha: "don't want la. so hot."

me: " you very sure you want take cab ah? so near only. can wait for bus what."

miss zaleha: "ya. the bus just left"

me: " i still cannot believe you want take cab lo. jyss to tm. very near lei. nobody will do that lo.not as if you come from jurong to tm. you serious?"

miss zaleha: " jurong the cab will be expensive. i always do that with miss hidaya"

i still seriously cannot believe. cab from jyss to tm. soooo near only.and there is bus can. reached tm and we went to the arcade. called evon and she told me that she still at home finding her pants. she will come later.

so we went to play first.sorry evon. ps you. we played the hockey game first. i hit the "thing"(don't know what is the thing called) and it flew out of the table and roll under one of the machine. soo the embarrassing can. and miss zaleha was laughing at me. i went to take it and we continued. she said that i'm not gentle then after that she also nearly hit the "thing" out also. soo she is not as gentle.haha. and i won the game.wahaha. miss zaleha cannot believe because the last time we went to the arcade she won. after that wanted to play daytona(car game) but was occupied. miss zaleha wanted to play time crisis but one of the gun spoiled. the arcade is soo useless. almost all the game on maintenance or one of the player spoiled. so went to play basketball. i won again. she scored 12 and i scored 41. so i can go to the second round so she helped me. after that we played daytona 2 round and i won both.haha. she sort of admit defeat already. because i win her for all the games. then she went to play para para. soo funny. the way she dance. got 2 auntie were there laughing at the way she dance. haha. i was laughing non-stop also.hahaha. next, we went to play the hockey again. and this time she won. i was really defeated. the point is 0-7. so she thought she could win me in the other games again and redeem herself so we went to play the game once more. but in the end i still won=)

left arcade as miss zaleha need to go so i accompany her to the mrt station. on the way down saw evon, finally she's here but we played finish already. so me and evon accompany her to mrt station. after miss zaleha left, we go top up card. after that saw shermeen and pris. after that we don't know what to do as we still have 1hr45min before meeting the rest for 2e3 outing. so we went to see the mrt map and see where is the nearest place we can go. and the nearest place is bugis. so took a train there. saw shermeen and pris at bugis again. but we knew they were going there too. chat a little. then me and evon went to BHG arcade to play.=) we spent quite a lot there. we use the coupon to change sweet. not worth it at all. but the point is to be happy and not whether worth it a not. when we were walking back to the mrt station, we saw a fountain in the shopping center. the water was shooting slanted and upwards without splashing water at the side. me and evon don't believe so i wanted to check if it is real water or just a fake thing that look like water. just nice i have a packet of sweet on my hand. we ate finish the sweet and i use the side of the wrapper to test out. and the water shoot towards me and i shout. but manage to run away from the water. the people around me look at me because i shout. and evon told me that there is a guy who wanted to go to the toilet and he saw me and stood there to look. arghhh. so embarrassing. i did 2 embarrassing things in a day. she good lo. ran away.humph. bully me. some more threatened me that she want to tell jiang mama what the embarrassing thing that i did.

took a train back to whitesand. bought jiang mama's belated birthday present and a slice of cake for her. alan came to meet me and evon then we went to E hub to meet michelle,sing yee, wei ling at mr chicken rice. jiang mama was late. when she came, we talk abit. then while the rest were talking, me and evon were trying to get ready the cake under the table. she hold it while i put the candle. unfortunately, the cake had a hard chocolate on top of it and there is no way i can poke the candle into the cake. then evon tried too but cannot. i cannot take it and laugh. we were acting a little strange and jiang mama suspect something was amiss. she tried looking under the table and we were acting like nothing had happened. after that i saw the mouse on the cake which was made of cream. so i quickly poke the candle on the mouse and light the cake.haha=) i'm clever.heh. then took it out and give her blow. but very embarrassing to sing a birthday song there and they say later the fire sensor sense the fire so in the end we went to the carpark to sing. pass her the present and the first question she asked is:

jiang mama: "is this more than $5?"

us: " no la. we all share then each person pay not more than $5."

but she still don't believe us and kept on asking everyone of us how much her present cost because teachers cannot receive anything more than $5. after that was about to go and catch a movie-" You Don't Mess With The Zohan".on the way up saw hui peng and stephanie there too and they also wanted to watch movie so went up together. jiang mama so bad. she bluff hui peng that the movie theatre was downstairs and hui peng really believe.haha. i told hui peng: " is this the first day you know her. she always bluff people de lo." went up then we went separate ways.

saw there is student price for cathay cinemas. so jiang mama was saying she can anot.so i thought she was seriously going to buy student price ticket. then i collect the money from everyone. i ask jiang mama to pass me the money for her ticket then she said:

jiang mama: "$7 right?"

me: " no la.$6 only.student price what."

jiang mama: " cannot bluff people,must be honest"

me: "huh? i thought just now you want to use student price?"

jiang mama: "i just now kidding only la"

she good lo. bluff me. and i really believe her that she is going to pay student price can.liar.humph.and i said from 19 june2008,14.55 i would never ever going to believe whatever jiang mama said. haha.

after that,jiang mama and me went to buy the tickets while the rest went to the arcade to play. bought the tickets and went to find the rest. jiang mama also got the $6 ticket not because she bluff that she is a student but she use her visa card to pay.=) but she kept on say that she treat us watch movie and don't want to take the money. she kept giving excuses like she had the present and wallet on her hand and don't want to take the money. then i told her i help her take the present then she keep the money in her wallet. she had no choice but to do so. but she didn't keept the money in her wallet. instead she kept it in her pocket.

jiang mama is sooo evil. she bluff wei ling that her bag is not zipped. then i thought is true so let her zip the bag but i didn't know that she unzip wei ling bag and wanted to throw the money in it but luckily i saw it and tell wei ling. then i told those carrying bag to be very careful of her as she will throw the money in.

then played the foolball game in arcade and went to buy drinks and into the movie theatre. the show a bit fake and horny. no wonder is NC16. wei ling is the only one who haven't reach 16. orh... and she watch the show. haha. during the show,evon went horny.haha.

after the show went to macdonald to drink and eat a light snack. i wanted to walk to sing yee and there is a man blocking so i said"excuse me" 3 times then he heard. then jiang mama said: "waa.soo gentle ah." urgh. this is not gentle. this is courtesy can. later say too loud then people say i no manners. heh=)

and i am soo stupid and went to ask evon should i go for violin because i have band bbq after that and its a little funny going to tamp for violin and back to downtown east for band bbq. i totally forgotten that jiang mama was beside evon and jiang mama straight away said GO!argh. how stupid can i be man.then jiang mama kept asking what time is my violin. and i kept giving excuses like i forget already. but in the end never go because its too late already. then i also quite tired.

thought of not going for band bbq and just go home. but did not tell them yet. and alan kept asking evon to go for the bbq with us and evon agreed so just accompany them. went there then go to the rock and sit for nearly an hour admiring the scenery. took some photos. upload the photos at the end.and some upload tomorrow. after that,went back to the pit to grab some food eat. i think i ate most is the mashmallow. small and nice.hehe then about 9 something, evon's parents called to scold so me and evon left. haha.evon is part of band from today because she went for band bbq.haha.=)

such a long day right? with lots of things happening.memories that should be remembered. and since it was the last 3 days before school reopen, i had to enjoy myself to the fullest before getting grounded at home.haha. not really grounded la. but just that cannot go out too often as o'level is on the way and had to study study and study . I was sooo exhausted when i reach home. i went out for more than 24 hours! from 9.35am-10.30pm.

reach home and god-brothers were here and they said go celebrate Deerick's birthday as they had bought a cake and wanted to give him a surprise.so bathe and went to surprise him. after that,they had to bring the dogs for a walk and training. about 2 something then i reach home. i came home and head towards my bed and die flat.zzz.

20 june 2008

woke up at about 10.30 when my alarm clock rang because i had to meet vaness,pris,von for basketball. but too tired to get up so just toss and turn around the bed till 11 then wake up. eat lunch then went down around 12something.soo sorry.i'm late. played full court match. and its sooo tiring. after that went to the sheltered basketball to play. then play a few round of half court match. and went home.

i made oreo cheese cake! my first time baking.haha. actually is my mum who wants to bake it. but i want to play. so i told her to let me do it.hehe=) so i said,since i didn't share the cake for deerick birthday. he can have this cake as a present from me. a lot of effort doing it. so much treasure it. and its my first time baking. must feel honour to have it as a birthday present.hehe.

but now the cake haven't turn hard yet. still undergoing freezing.hehe. will take a photo of it once its ready. tomorrow then upload it.heh.

and from today onwards : VANESSA IS MY MEI! hah. but she's more like my jie then mei lo.but it's ok. i have 2 meis now: SHARON & VANESSA=)

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pictures time:

jiang mama birthday cake=)

scenery of the beach

me and evon

my holidays are finishing=(

2008-06-18T21:16:00.004+08:00

off to piano lessons early in the morning. i never practise so played quite badly.i must really start practising my instruments.maybe slack a little too much during holidays.about evening time went for tuition with evon,sharon,shermeen,vanessa. sort of a little lost sometimes. so when the class was going through the next question i was figuring out how to get the answer. and everytime when i figure out finish, mr tok will say "cherie, can?" of course can la because i have figured it out already.i'm always 1 question behind the rest=( but luckily i did my homework so when going throough the homework that time i'm not at all lost. after tuition, me and evon was trying to settle who going for the 2e3 outing tomorrow. so we called some of them while walking home. reach my block and we wanted to gave ching mei a call. but evon told me that ching mei house was just in front so we decide to go up her house to inform her. so unlucky, she was not at home so in the end we still have to call her=( but i think tomorrow's outing will not have much people going.

tomorrow is a busy busy day. playing the whole day before school reopen. but i believe there will not be any time to enjoy once the school term starts. stress is on the way~. more work is going to befall on me. tiredness is also coming soon. so must really enjoy my last 4 days and sleep more.

basketball game

2008-06-17T23:10:00.005+08:00

went to play basketball with pris,vaness,evon. we played at central park but felt very hot so instead of playing we were slacking more. shermeen called and wanted to go eat lunch so we accompanied her. then we went to the sheltered basketball to play after lunch. saw junyuan basketball boys there training too and felt a little embarrassed to play because we not very good at playing later throw face. then evon was wearing the camp tee. felt a little weird there at first because of the echo sound of the ball is quite irritating and the net is higher then central park's one. which we are use to the central park one already. but soon get use to it. shermeen really cannot play baskktball. she went there and pris asked her to shoot the ball. she tried and the ball stuck at the net there. sooo unlucky. then she was trying all ways to get it down.firstly she tried jumping but obviouusly is too tall for her. then she went to take her magazine and tried jumping with it but the net is really very high. the trainer training the jyss boys saw shermeen trying to get the ball down and lent her a ball. and she was trying the throw into the net which will actually stuck with the basketball in the net. we told her to hit upwards so that the ball will bounce out and she made it.*claps* shermeen have no talent in basketball.hehe. so in the end she sat there while we played until awhile later she felt bored and went home. matthew and the don't know who(the few boys which sharon had made friend with at central park basketball court there) cycle pass and we asked them to join in since there is only 3 of us. played match -me,prisc,von VS the 3 boys. and we won. haha. after that pris had to go so left me and von. we played another match. but don't know who win. because kept on restart. then went home. after that went to my mum's friend bbq. tired and didn't really enjoyed much.

today's basketball game really can destress before school reopen=)fun~ but after school reopen cannot always play basketball already. must chiong studies. left a few more days to school reopen only. my holidays seem soo short. i don't really know what i have been doing the whole holiday. i always don't have enough time to use and i thought that this holiday is for me to catch up with school works.haiz. there goes my holidays. and the next few days won't be free either=( 24hours a day,7 days a week,4 weeks a month. all gone just like that.i really need extra time,day,week!

tomorrow 7am need to wake up go piano lesson. so good night.

band "fun" day

2008-06-16T21:03:00.008+08:00

went back school today for band fun day.not very fun though. met up with wei ling in the morning then went in to school together. i wore slipper then the security guard don't allow slippers to be worn into school. so me and wei ling was standing outside to wait for the security guard to go into his guard house but then he die die also don't want to go in. saw hafiz and he wore slipper too. he tried to get in but also cannot. but he brought his school shoe in his bag so he change.in the end i put plaster then bluff the security guard that i have blister on my toe so have to wear slipper then he let me in=) so easy to bluff him. haha.went to music room and the members were having ice breaking while the exco were preparing the games for them. the members play until they get bored.then also cannot think of a game for them.after a while the games are ready. they were split into 4 groups as there were only about 30 members. so pathetic. and there is four stations. i went to the station at parade square which can throw water bomb at my juniors.wahahah. i'm evil=).then some give us, seniors, splash until very wet. but lucky for some,not that wet. after games, they watch movie-shutter. soooo scary. i don't really dare to watch. later got nightmare. so was playing wei han psp until i get bored then watch a bit. but when i never watch also give them scare. they shout so loud. then i always jump up when playing psp. their shout so high pitch. around 1 something fall in. they spent soooo long time to fall in. they kept cannot march properly to fall out. then kept doing it again and again. so long. then some seniors went to help. and they also get some scolding from the seniors. they fall out already 2 o'clock already.
lucky i step down already. remember last time we also get scolding and everything some more plus punishment. consider themselves lucky. i sort of miss all the things that happen in band last time when i was in sec 1,2 and 3. and of course sec 4. the time we had together. we care for each other.and help each other. really precious memories. i simply love 7th batch percussionist-ain,hafiz,ruwaida,syira.=) then always try to solve problems we have. and punishment that we have together from seniors and exco-one for all, all for one.hah.
I LOVE 7th batch percussionist=)

anyway,heard that band is having a barbecue this thursday. i'll try to see if i can go.but i doubt so.thursday is my most busy day of the week.=(

enough of band. after that went to eat with khiam cheong,joanne,wei han,jonathan,eunice. and home for a nap. actually wanted to go study but then wake up too early in the morning already then feel very tired. after that went for physics tuition with vanessa and evon. the teacher teach and ms neo teach no different can. i still don't understand. when i saw the teacher i just cannot stop laughing.thinking of changing tuition. but must find.=(

tml going basketball-ing.heh.=)fun fun fun!

i think through already. i decided to let go. no point hanging on to it. its very tiring.soo i feel much better now as i have lesser burden. soo free and happy.no need to feel sad or anything.

weekend

2008-06-15T12:19:00.008+08:00

14june08

went play badminton with si kai, chee leong,zheng ming and xiong sheng. haha. the big big bullies! humph.and i was the first to reach.hah. played till 4 plus then went home. after that i went to century square to collect my phone=) they add a few new function in my phone like mobile tv,mapping. but i don't know how to use.haha. but everything was ok already just that my phone games cannot open. i cannot play my phone game already.haiz. had dinner then went down to cp while si kai birng his dog down to train. i was looking at the sky and observing the cloud.cannot see much stars. but very relaxing staring at the sky.

jumping into the well is as easy as abc but climbing out of it is sooo difficult. i just simply don't understand what you are thinking about.if you are not happy about anything then just say it out. why must you be like that!you show it too obvious already until people who don't know what happen also can know something is wrong.

15 june08

Happy Father's Day to all the fathers in the world!
enjoy your day. cherish the time.=) its your big day

today slack the whole day. have an afternoon nap.wake up watch tv. the show nu xu dang jia. quite meaningful show. i learn something from the show which is to all girls: must learn to protect yourself from guys. then is about family. how they overcome things and so on. and the future son-in-law is in charge of the house when the father is not around.and he had to take care of all the problems and he solve it all quite well. nice show!

i also want to celebrate this day. but... ... ... ... ...haiz. remember the happy times last time. going arcade,zoo,eating. really precious memories. but because of ___there goes my memories. i also don't want this to happen but i can't do anything about it.=(happy father's day ! all the best to you

my phone!

2008-06-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

haiz... my phone don't know why suddenly cannot receive sms. no wonder when i send msg out i never receive any back.its been a day and i don't know until thanks to sharon for telling me=)then i notice it. afternoon went to nokia service shop to repair my phone. tml then will get back. but still must pay money to repair.sob sob. no more money already.then now have to use my old phone. cannot get use to it.haiz.lucky its just a day. i miss my phone~then went to study by myself at kfc.sooo cold there even with my jacket on. like i'm in snowy land.brrrr~...after that went to buy shuttle cock with zheng ming for tomorrow.hehe. going play badminton=)